It's My Life!

ADAM COUPLE is over...nooo!!!!

2011-01-16T01:38:00.006+08:00

ADAM COUPLE is now over. I can't believe it. Before even watching their last episode i knew that they were going to be over. My friend Sherrill couldn't accept it. Went crazy and all. She's a big fan. I wasn't happy about it too but wasn't feeling as devastated as she was. However as i watched the ADAM COUPLE's last episode, i started feeling it and it all sanked in. I cried while watching the episode and realised...it's over. It's really over. No more funny antics with Gain and Jokwon. No more lovey-dovey romantic moments with Gain and Jokwon. No longer will i be able to get that fantastic, happy, sad, touched, tingling feeling as i spare some time every saturday watching the ADAM COUPLE. Yeah, there's still KHUNTORIA and there's still the GOGUMA COUPLE but it's not the same. ADAM COUPLE..the couple that left the most impact on WGM season 2 and the one that lasted the longest. I've been watching the ADAM COUPLE for sooo long it seems like they're gonna be together forever. Frustrated and all. Devastated, sad. We just have to accept it that they're over (unless they're secretly dating and we don't know about it..hehehe..^_^). All we can do now is just wish them all the best in all their future activities and support them all the way. ADAM COUPLE may be over but for me, they're still together in my ♥. ADAM COUPLE hwaiting all the way! :D

A new layout :)

2011-01-15T12:55:00.002+08:00

Hey people, i have changed my blog layout after soo long. I think i needed something new. Hope you all will like it. I will try to post as often as i can though i can't guarantee. Haha. Anyways, i have nothing much to say now so i will leave it till here for now until i come back again. See ya! :)

What a life..

2010-12-05T19:28:00.003+08:00

I have not been updating for very long. The last would be on my birthday. That's a really long while back. Like a few months. Soo many things have been happenning. Soo many unpleasant and not worth remembering kind of things.

I don't know why i let myself end up like this. It's not like i enjoy it but i let myself fall into these situations countless of times even though i already know the consequences to it, and everytime i face the music harder than the previous ones. Sometimes i wish life was so much simpler. No worries, no troubles, no nagging, no scolding. I could go through life better. Perhaps be a better person than i am now. But that kind of life is one you can only just dream of, think of and then you are face with the harsh reality.

I don't know why it is so easy for some people that when it comes to a certain age lets say 16 or whatever, they can automatically take on responsibilities, be responsible and take charge. For me, it is so much more difficult than that. I am 20 years old already but for me i feel like a kid trapped in this 20 years old body. Still needing guidance, reminding, help, support..you name it. Whenever i think about the future, adulthood and being responsible, i get scared. Scared of having to go through it all by myself after having had gone through the past years of my life with my mum being beside me. Holding my hands, going through with me step-by-step on every moment of my life and if i fall, she'll be there to help pick me back up. Well, not anymore and that scares me.

If i can at least have the reassurance that no matter what happens out there in that big scary world and if i don't make it, that i can always run back to you and hear you say that everything will be alright and that you're gonna be there for me then maybe that will give me that little bit of strength and hope to face the dreaded future, adulthood and be responsible. I could throw my fears away as well.

Right now i just feel like going back to being that small little girl in primary school. Just going through to life without a care in the world...

Birthday girl. Me! :)

2010-03-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since i last post anything. I have been kinda lazy to post anything. Having to type and write out like as if i'm doing an essay. Haha. Not that, just that i have ben busying myself with other things like watching youtube of course. My no. 1 favourite site for all videos on korean entertainment and other rubbish stuffs. Also watching korean dramas and movies that i have not watched before. But now i shall update on what i have been up to.. :)

Yesterday was my birthday. I went Swensens with my family and ate Spaghetti Bolognaise(spelling unsure. name of food unsure). It was so tasty. They had three big meatballs. That was the best part of the dish. I got a free ice-cream since it was my birthday. Firehouse or something like that but exchanged it with my sis who had sticky chewy chocolate. She odered that but couldn't take it as it was too chocolaty. I am the only one in my family who loves chocolate like crazy. The sticky chewy chocolate was chocolate heaven for me. Hee.

Today went to have dinner with my Ruth, Sherrill and Yongyi. I had spicy chicken karage. Paid for. Birthday treat from them. Aww thanks guys. I enjoyed the meal thoroughly. Then i went for a shopping spree at the face shop. Bought 6 face mask, yoghurt mask and some hand glove that works like a face mask but for the hands. All paid for by my friends. Another birthday treat. Thanks again guys. I'm gonna use them and keep my face feeling great. Today, 'chonun haengbok haeyo!'.. You guys are great. Wait for your birthdays and i'll make sure you guys enjoy as much i did today. :):)

Pictures will be up soon. :)

refnl'

2010-02-27T20:45:00.005+08:00

I have been feeling kinda lazy to upkeep my blog but anyways i'll just write something short in here. I have finish watching the korean drama you're beautiful which has Uee from after school in it. She acted as a mean girl and really played her part well. I hated her in the show. Thank God she isn't like that for real. There is another guy in the show which could be the same guy as the lead singer of the band C.N. Blue. I'm not sure. I need to double check on that. Whatever it is i loove the show. Though there is only 16 episodes. I wish there was more. Apart from that there is this other new show showing on KBS World. God of Study or Master of Study. Whichever. Due to busynes and what not, i can't watch it on the timeslots shown. It needs to seriously come out on DvDs so i can watch it. It seems good. At teh mean time I want to find more nice dramas to watch. Any recommendation people? I want a love drama story that keeps you pouring down buckets of tears. Haha..

Ok, now i love the new korean band C.N. Blue. They're different. They're not like the typical korean boy band who dances to songs they sing. They play instruments. Which right now i prefer cause currently the dance steps that the boy bands are dancing to are so not nice. The dance for the song Binguel Binguel by U Kiss is so not nice although the song is okay i guess. Then there is this song Mozaltov by beast is it? Can't remember but anywho the song is not really nice and the dance is aweful! So C.N. Blue is the best now :) Nice song, catchy and no freakingly irritaing dance steps. Haa..

Kk, i meant this to be short. This will be short. So -end- !

What a bloody day. Bloody. Get it? Bloody. Nose bleed? Oh, nvm!

2010-02-22T22:28:00.007+08:00

This morning i had a frustrating, freaking nose bleed at the worst possible time ever. While i was cramming in last minute stuffs for my test which was starting in like an hour's time. I had to hold my nose with a tissue with one hand and the other trying to massage/press the bridge of my nose. According to my friend it helps with blood vessel circulation thingy. So yeah hands too busy to be able to properly study. And the worst thing was my frustrating, freaking nose bleed does not know how to stop. It went on and on and on and on and on even till when i had to take my test. Luckily it finally stopped while i was doing my test. What a first nose bleed experience.

Oh btw, today's paper sux. Rating from 1 to 10, i would give it a 3. I haaate the paper!! Wish i could have just tore it and throw the pieces at the invigilator's face. Hmph. Another paper on Wed. Need to cram for it too. Good luck for that. Before anything though, i'm gonna use the mask i bought from face shop. Let's see the results. Hope it helps my face :)

Freaking out!

2010-02-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since i last post and i have lots to talk however now is not the time for them. This will be a short post just to say my piece. Have a test i am not entirely prepared for tomorrow so tonight i will sleep real late to cram in some studying or just not sleep at all. To my beloved beloved friends, hwaiting! Study hard tonight for tomorrow. Let whatever miracle there is left in the world help us in any way possible for tomorrow. Ok, back to studying now..hmph..

Chanel's bdaen:)

2010-01-10T01:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Chanel. You are now 21 years young :) Chanel's 21st birthday is soo grand. Well, its not everyday that you turn 21 so you it should be celebrated grandly. Plus 21 is the age to adulthood. To freedom. Well, so they say but whatever it is, 21st should be made an important age for everyone. This makes me think about my 21st birthday which will happen next year. Oh my, that's fast..hmm..although my parents always celebrated my birthday and of course with presents, i doubt my 21st birthday will be celebrated grandly with a chalet booked for me. Food chatered and all paid for. It will just be a birthday to my parents like any other. A present and going some place to eat. How my birthdays have always been celebrated. I'm gonna make sure that my friends Ruth and Sherrill will have an amazing 21st birthday this year. If it can be done. I hope so.

Had loads of fun yesterday with my poly friends yesterday celebrating Chanel's birthday. Although i did not join in the games, it was fun to see them do the forfits. The only disappointing thing was that i couldn't stay overnight. It would have been fun. They went cycling. I wanna cycle! Its been soo long since i last cycle. What if i forgot how to cycle?? Today celebrated Chanel's birthday with her other friends and family. I looove her cake. It had a big key on it. Represents freedom i guess. The key to adulthood? Haa..

Oh, i got scolded for coming home late. Close to 1am. I am somewhat frustrated at myself for not being able to get home earlier as i was supposed to but mostly at the fact that i am not old enough. I wanna get older now! So i can come home anytime i want. I just let my parents know that i'll be coming home late and they won't be scolding me and i do not have to worry about finding excuses for coming home late and such. Like for the matter of the chalet, i could have stayed over and have fun with my poly friends without my mum not letting me stay over with lots of reasons as to why i can't. I can;t even stay out late with my friends to enjoy a simple 2010 countdown celebration. I can't do things i wanna do like hang late at orchard with my friends. Chatting wwith them. Eat at macs? Stay overnight till morning and then going home. She'll never allow that. I want freedom!

But i guess wanting my parents to give me freedom will mean i have to be responsible enough to take care of myself and i don't think they see that i can do that? My brother is just a year older than me but he seems to have more freedom than i do. He can come home like around 12+ close to 1 and my mum doesn't really do much about it and let it be but for me she'll start calling and asking where i am and such and expecting me to be home by 11pm. Unfair don't you think? Is it cause he's a guy? That's a lame excuse i feel.

I'm also planning on a backpacking trip to korea with my friends after graduating from poly but i seriously dont think my parents wil allow. Even before i ask i am doubting them knowing how they are. Hmm..adulthood please!!!

Updates!!

2009-12-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i last blog in here so let me get you guys in on some updates. What am i into nowadays? Still all things kpop obviously. Who can stop loving kpop? But mostly 2NE1! They are awesome. They're a a idol girl group made up of 4 members. Minji, Cl, Sandara and Park Bom. They're from YG and they can be considered the girl versions of Big Bang? Listen to their songs if you haven't. You guys won't regret. Some rcommendations: I Don't Care, Please Don't Go and You and I.

Oh, recently there was an event in singapore. Seoul'd Out. Korean stars like Brown Eyed Girls, T-Max, Ft Island, etc came to give a performance. Sadly i didnt go and am regretting it totally. Looked up for videos on youtube on this event and seeing how the crowds were really enjoying themselve and how great it was made me feel even more frustrated and more regret. Hmph. I don't know when such opportunities would ever come again to singapore. If ever any korean stars are planning to come to singapore in the near future, i hope it could be 2NE1 or Big Bang or whatever. Just some korean idol group that i like. Oh oh oh...SHINee or something. I love them as well.

Have you guys heard the song Let Me Hear Your Voice by Big Bang. I looove that song. Just recently heard it. They're singing in Japanese but i still love it. Even if Big Bang were not a korean idol group but a japanese idol group, i'll still like them regardless cause they're amazing whatever they do.

K, i'll update soon. Anyong!!! =]

LG Cyon Ice-Cream 2 :)

2009-11-29T17:16:00.008+08:00

Oh my. I started to look around the web. Looking at the LG Cyon Lollipop phones. Checking on reviews and stuffs and i found out that the LG Cyon Ice-Cream 2 is also super nice. I'm starting to love that phone as well. How am i gonna choose. Oh my. Oh my. Watch the commercial as well if again you don;t know as to what phone i;m talking about. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watchv=md6aRP0y9Gg

&& here are the pictures :)

LG Cyon Ice-Cream 2

LG Cyon Lollipop

2009-11-29T16:31:00.003+08:00

I recently saw the LG Cyon Lollipop commercial which had Big Bang and 2NE1 in it and am so falling in love with the phone. I want it badly but i don't think its sold here in Singapore yet. I hope they do soon so i can get my hands on the phone. I want it. I want it. I want iiiiittt!!!!!! Haa. Anyways watch the commercial if you have no clue as to what phone i'm talking about. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UADqYfJX6EY&feature=related

Invincible Youths. My korean channel 173! =)

2009-11-14T15:18:00.003+08:00

Did i tell you that i had this korean channel on cable(SCV) that i never knew off until like recently. Well, also since i was only like recently into korean idols, variety shows and stuffs as well. Anyways for me this is utterly perfect. I get to enjoy some korean shows without having to go to youtube to watch. Plus some shows on youtube do not have the english subs so i can't understand.

Today was the first episode of the show Invincible Youths on my korean channel. I looved that show. I laughed heeps and cried abit at the slightly sad ending at the end. Well, its a show where 7 girls from different idol groups like Yuri from Girls Generation(SNSD) and Narsha from Brown Eyed Girls, go to the rural sides of korea to experience the life there like farming and stuffs and they also had to go away from their normal lifes so their handphones are confiscated from them. The way they are going through the life there can be kinda entertaining to see and funny too. I'm going to enjoy this show alot. Can't wait for the next episode. Anyone with an SCV and like me didn't know thay had a korean channel and loves korean shows should watch this. Channel 173 ok? :)

Updates and frustrating day yesterday and sherill obsessed//

2009-11-13T23:52:00.004+08:00

Its been awhile since i posted anything. Just went to my friend HJ's blog. Trying to update myself on what's been happening in his life since i do not see him anymore. We have not met since like what? The last century? Exxagerating of course. Anyways so decided to blog after that. Shall talk about yesterday first. Freaking freaking day. I had night class which so sux. Hate night classes.

Well, anyways a really freaking thing happened. Apparently i have not done the project for the night class so my friend(teammate) and i we rushed to do it and get it done before the lesson ends and send it through hue campus. Its like msn but its for school and you can send homeworks through it too but by a certain deadline before you can't send it anymore. So, we rushed to do it on time. As well, the teacher had some stuffs for us to complete in class that needed to be sent through hue campus so we rushed to complete that too. So in the end, my friend rushed to complete the project while i rushed to complete the stuffs. The class ended and we were still not done. The deadline for both was 10 and i was using the school com which will auto shutdown at around 9.40 like that so i was trying to finish up the stuffs before the com shuts down but before i knew it, the com started acting weird and then a message popped up saying the system is shutting down. I panicked and went craaazy cause i had not saved the stuff i was doing. I qucikly tried to save and all and managed to cause the com could not shut down as i had not logged off hue campus(that's one good thing of hue campus). But that's not the end of the craaaaziness.

We managed to get the project and the stuff done before 10 with like 3 mins to spare so we hurried abit to send them through hue camous in my friend's laptop but freakingly even before 10, a message popped up saying something like the time is over so there is no more assignements. Meaning, you can't send the work as supposedly its over the time but what frustrates me is that it wasn't even after 10 and i couldn't send anymore. We rushed and stress for nothing when we couldn't send anyway. It was the most terrible day ever yesterday!

Oh and you know what, remember when i started watching korean variety shows and some other korean stuffs. I tried to get Sherrilll and my other friends interested in them but they were not really that interested but now Sherrill is more obsessed to korean shows and stuffs than i am. Even trying to learn how to speak korean and saying some words of korean here and there when talking to me and our friends. Whatever. Makes me frustrated. Haha. Oh well, at least when i'm obsessed with more korean stuffs, i know who i can go to to get excited with me. Hee..

K Box..long day today

2009-10-29T17:23:00.000+08:00

I tried to get my friends interested in Korean idol groups, variety shows and well basically Korean stuffs but most of them aren't as interested as i am. Thar's slightly disappointing. They show some interest but not as how i would have hoped. Oh well, better than nothing.

Yesterday went to K Box with Ruth, Sherrill & Yongyi. My first ever K Box experience. It was fun. We really let loose and went crazy. I finally got to hear Ruth and Sherrill really sing. That's good. None of us are perfect singers but it didnt bother us. We just sang our hearts out. Though i wish we got to sing more songs. There were some songs we did not sing which we wished we had. Next time perhaps. We were thinking of going again next wednesday. I hope it will be even more fun.

We watched the Sister's Keeper yesterday too. What an emotional movie or i guess i am just really emotional. I cried loads throughout the movie. I mean it was sad. The storyline was good. It was touching. The movie was not a waste to watch. Really enjoyed it. I should read the book. Maybe it'll be just as good? Or even better? Hmmm..

I am in school right now not really paying attention in class as i should. Haa. Today will be a pretty looong day. Hope i won't die halfway. Lol..

SHINee

2009-10-17T19:02:00.002+08:00

I am now currently obsessed with the idol group SHINee but doesn't mean i am over 2PM. I am still a fan. I can be a fan of more than one idol group right. Haha. Their songs are great to listen to. You guys should listen to some of their songs if you have not yet. I also just realised that the song stand by me which was on the korean drama Boys Over Flowers was sang by SHINee. I extremely love the song. Can't stop listening to it. Oh and i have been watching reality/variety programmes that had SHINee as a host, guest judges or just having them in it. They're soo funny sometimes when they are just being normal and being themselves. You know MIHHO? Talking about him, he is just too cute. I can't stop myself from liking him and especially when he was in the show SHINee Yunhanam. He was on a date with this noona and oh my, he was so romantic. I wish i was the noona. Lol. SHINee all the way. Haha..

Korean shows..

2009-10-15T00:41:00.003+08:00

My timetables are out and i am so happy that it is the same as my friends. Now with my friends on my side, me and my friends, we can all work hard together and give our ultimate best next semester. School's starting soon and i am ready to kick school's butt! Lol..

On a another news or whatever, i have been watching the series Hot Blood. It's a series on the struggles and pains the boys from 2pm and 2am had to go through before they made it big. However watching Hot Blood got me kinda sad and slightly pissed off. I mean, how can Jaebeom leave 2pm just like that after all the struggles, the pain and the determination he went through just to become the great singer, leader and member of 2pm that he is. It's like it's all gone to waste. For nothing. But i guess he has his reasons for doing so. I just hope this is not the end of him. I hope he'll come out of this nasty situation a better and stronger him. My support for him all the way.

I have also watched the series Wild Bunny. Its like a show about 2pm and how they go through their lives as singers and members of 2pm. Those who wants to know more about 2pm or don't even know 2pm should watch it. From watching Wild Bunny, i became a fan. Hehe. Anyways, Wild Bunny shows a different side of 2pm. Sometimes funny. Actually mostly funny but sometimes anger but its all fun and you get to know how amazingly talented those boys of 2pm are.

Another show to watch for you to get to know more of 2pm and see their talented, funny side is Idol Army. There are many seasons and you should watch season 3. That's the season with 2pm in it. I laughed alot watching Idol Army and maybe you guys will too. Hope so at least.

I've also been watching star king. It's more of a variety show where people form korea or other parts of the world come to showcase the talents they have. Some talents are amazing. Some funny and some kinda weird but still entertainig. The plus part is that they have guest judges. Sometimes you have idol groups as guest judges like big bang, 2pm, 2am, super junior, etc. This makes the show even more interesting and entertaining. Even more so when the guest judges sometimes participate in the fun. Love it.

Oh and did i told you about Star Golden Bell, Star Dance Battle, SUper Junior Exploratin of the Human Body and song battle? Haha. It looks like as if i'm promoting Korean shows but really they're so fun to watch. I cna just watch them 24/7 if no one stops me. I love watching shows. Haha. Sometimes i even watch repeats of them. Haha. Ok, i better shut up now. I've been writing too long..

jaebeom leaves 2PM

2009-10-12T02:04:00.004+08:00

I just recently got hooked to korean variety shows and from there got to know alot about korean idols such as Wonder Girls, 2AM, super junior, brown eyed girls, 2PM, etc. So i started listening to some of their songs and watched some of their videos and one idol group caught my interest and i can consider myself a fan. The group is called 2PM with the members: wooyoung, junsu, junho, chansung, taecyeon, nichkhun and last but not least, leader and my favourite jaebeom.

Since i just knew of the group 2PM only recently, i am not really updated with news on 2PM so i can say i am backdated when i only knew yesterday that jaebeom has left 2PM due to a minor mistake that he made which i say is nothing to make a big deal of but you know humans, will only be happy when someone else isnt. Especially anti-fans. Will do anything to get on the fan's nerve. Will stop at nothing and will find the slightest thing that they can to make a big deal of and are only satisfied when the group they hate breaks up. When i knew about this grave news, my heart sank.

So now, 2PM is no more. Well actually i dont know what is gonna happen to 2PM but i hope that Jaebeom will not stop his career in the music industry here. I hope he will make a comeback and maybe join 2PM again. Not today perhaps but someday i hope. I will keep waiting. We fans will. My support goes to 2PM and Jaebeom...

My life in a flash

2009-09-30T00:23:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since i last posted anything in my blog. There's been so much going on. Let's start with the recent ongoings in my life. I managed to pass all of my modules but barely. I just scraped through though i'm glad i didnt fail anything. That was the only thing i was worried about because i knew that even if i passed, it will not be with flying colours. Next semester, i am going to work the hardest i ever have in my entire ife and this time i'm not just gonna say it. I'm gonna mean it. I have no choice. I just have to go for it and do it.

Oh, i just watched FAME recently. The movie that i was anticipating to watch. I love the movie. The story is centered around the performing arts. Full of dancing, singing, acting & musically talented people. That's my kind of movie. Now that FAME is done and over with, i am anticipating for NEW MOON next. Watched the trailer and taylor lautner is OMFG amazing. His body is oh so fine. Lol. NEW MOON is gonna be so much better than twilight.

Last semester has been a busy and hectic one. I'm amazed at how i managed to go through last semester with a class of people i didnt know, handling the difficulties of studies without my friends there helping me. I am so glad that last semester is over and i hope this coming semester will be a better one. I hope me and my friends can get into the same class this time. It will make working hard together with my friends alot easier at least.

So, that's pretty much what's been happening so far in my life. Whatever there is to tell that is. The rest is over and forgotten with. Lol.

Music is the best thing ever!!

2009-08-21T02:56:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness. I think music is the best thing ever. If only i am musically talented. I can't sing. Can't dance. Can't play a musical instrument. Instead of being musically talented, you could say i'm more of like musically challenged. Perhaps. I'm so jealous of all those people who can sing their voice out or rock it on the guitar and make playing the violin soo cool. But if you put music and me together, the only thing i can do is memorise lyrics pretty well. So, i guess i can join Don't Forget The Lyrics. Wow. Fantastic. Something to be proud of(*standing ovasion* - as if). It sucks man. One of the things i like and i can't do nothing about it.

Everything just sux!!

2009-08-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

I did so terribly for my dsa project. It's not that i didnt do alot. I did lots of codes but it had errors, couldn't run and i couldn't explain ed what the teacher asked. Horrible. This is my 2nd time taking this module and if i fail, i have to be expelled and i do not want that. I can't afford that. My parents can't fork out money for me to take a private diploma or something. I am so worried and afraid. This feeling at the pit of my stomach is soo horrible and frustrating. I hate it. I hope that by some miracle i pass this module. Scrapping thru or something. I don't care. As long as i do not fail. I don't want to fail.

Apart from dsa, i'm afraid for my wad also. I've been failing every wad test that i took but the teacher said that if i passed the last and final wad test, it's considered as a guranteed pass for the module or at least the chance is high. But i'm not even sure if i can pass that test. I hope i pass that module too. That is one module i do not want to retake again. Ever!

This semester really sux big time. Even more so than last semester. Well, poly sux. Never knew it's gonna be so difficult. I so really hope that i do not fail any module this semester but looking at everything, i'm not sure if its possible. If i fail this semester by sime miracle and chance, i'll work doubly and thriply hard for next semester. I keep saying that but it's so hard to actually fufill it. But seriously i will study harder than i possibly ever can coz i do not want to keep being in this state. This forever lousy state where everyone is passing by me and achieving their greatness and i just sink lower and lower.

This totally sux. Everything sux. Nothing ever works for me. I can never do anything right. I am always just doomed for failure. That's how my path in life is set. Fail. Fail. Fail Fail! Forever fail.

Hey Monday and Honor Society Rox!!!!! =D

2009-08-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

The two bands i so want to meet and hear them perform live is Honor Society and Hey Monday. I think they're the coolest ever! Plus, Casadee from Hey Monday has a super fantastic voice. Jealous. Lol. Hey Monday went to Singapore on tour with Fall Out Boy but i didnt know so i missed that chance to see them. Hope they come again to Singapore. Would buy tickets to see them then. So, start saving up Ain. Haha..

Frustrating them!!!

2009-08-11T17:23:00.002+08:00

OMFG!!!! Is Ruth, Sherrill and Yongyi trying to kill me here??? I've been waiting for them since two till now which is around 3hrs++. Uuuurrrggghhhh!!!!!!! I should have just went home. I ate. Played as much pet society and restaurant city as i could. Almost fall asleep. Went to Shopping arcade. Shop around. Went back to MACS. Bought drinks. Sat down at MACS again. Doodle. Bored. Falling asleep again. Now blogging about frustrating them. Still bored. Blasting my songs as loud as possible. Sleepy! Bored! And they are not here still. Double OMFG!!!!!!! How could they do this to me?? Ok, i will remember this day forever and ever for the rest of my freaking life!!!! Uuuuurrrrgggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Blaa..blooo...eee...

2009-08-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

The semester is ending but it's still not the end. I have project presentations and exams. I want it all to be over now! Haa. Then, i can no longer worry about school and be stress. Just have fun and hang out with friends. Hmmm..i'm just so worn out, drained out off all my energy. Haixx.

I'm watching Criminal Minds now. Relaxing, destressing. I just loove Criminal Minds. The way they tell the story and evrything. Just like CSI, Without a Trace. All good shows. Oh, it just ended. Haa. Ok, so i don't know what to blog about anymore. So, i should stop before i start rambling on and on and nobody would want that. I'm gonna go...play facebook. Pet society and restaurant city here i come!!!

Harry Potter??...Failed WAD!

2009-07-30T17:21:00.003+08:00

OMG. Is that HARRY POTTER? I got to have my picture taken with the one and only legandary HARRY POTTER himself. Lol. Obviously you guys know he's not really HARRY POTTER. For people who may not know and are going "HARRY POTTER!!?? Aaaahhh...", let me tell you now that HARRY POTTER does not exist and is just a made up fictional character by JK Rowling. Sorry to dissapoint. Lol. Anyways, saw this boy at borders and my first thought was that he looked exactly like HARRY POTTER. Well, when he had his head in his book. The hair. The specs. It matches. The boy was friendly enough to let me have a picture with him and my friends. And you know what?? His name is Daniel. I straightaway went crazy when he said that. Well not really but more like 'whaat?'. What a coincidence. Don't tell me his last name is Redcliff?? Lol. Though, wouldn't know. Didn't ask.

Ok, on a more depressing note, i failed my WAD test badly. F. It's freaking frustrating. Especially to know that yongyi got close to an A without having to even try. I was down there struggling my ass off and didnt pass. Even more worse, F! Super irritating and frustrating. *sigh*. I don't want to fail again. I need ruth to help me with my WAD. I need to do well for my last and final WAD test. Oh God, help me...

Happy Birthday Aqmar

2009-07-11T16:44:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Aqmar. Happy Birthday to you. Made you a little birthday video. Hope you like it. :)

Here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=niBrsbAYEO0

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-27T01:47:00.005+08:00

(thanks to the New York Times)

Michael Jackson passed away at the age of 5150. His death was a shock to milions of people. He will be deeply missed and remembered as the legend who made music history. Great singer and dancer. Who can forget him for creating the now popular moonwalk. Well he had have many bad publicity with the media for child molest and whatever else but despite it all, he will always and forever be the legend, the pop king who made music history, Michael Jackson. May he rest in piece and may his name and his music lives on.

Hello Kitty Craziness

2009-06-18T00:32:00.010+08:00

I am dying from hello kitty craziness here people. There are so many hello kitty products out there. I want to buy everything! Sadly, most of the items aren't sold here in singapore and i lack the cash. Here are some of the items i know off which made me go aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Coffee Maker

Phone

Portable dvd player

Ipod speaker clock thing

Baby grand piano

Sewing machine

Toaster

Keyboard

Sandwich maker

Waffle maker

Optical Mouse

Phones

Camera

Late Night Shopping

2009-06-14T00:51:00.002+08:00

Late night shopping at town. What an experience. Went late night shopping just now with my family minus my dad. He had to work which is alright. It was the first time that i went late night shopping. Ok, so it was not really much of a difference than shopping in the day. Perhaps maybe there was more lights so i guess town was just brighter. There was still loads of people there which shocked me. There was even traffic jams. Singaporeans really love to shop. Even in times of economic crisis. Hmmm. Oh, when we were shopping, there was this singing duet. A guy and a girl. The guy plays the guitar and sings. The girl plays the tambourine and the shakers(forgot what its called) and sings. They sang lots of nice songs and their voices are amazing. Lots of people were just standing around listening to them sing. It was super entertaining. What a good way to shop. I would love to go late night shopping again definitely. Till then. Goodnight. Goning off to bed now. Its pretty late..

Waadeva..

2009-06-02T15:37:00.003+08:00

Uuuurrrgghh. Tomorrow i have so many test. I don't know if i will do well for them all. This round of tests will not be my best so i'm gonna have to work even even harder for the next round of tests before the major ones starts coming. I don't want to retake any modules this sem and i want to do better so i have no hoice but to work harder for the rest of the tests and exams to come. Ain, you can do it! Don't slack. Yeaaahh..

Aaah..holidays faster!!!

2009-05-31T22:25:00.004+08:00

How long is it since i last post??? Ok, i seriously can't wait for the holidays to be here. It may only be for 2 weeks but i so need it. No school for 2 whole weeks. Yeah. Still, i think this 2 weeks of break will be used to catch up on my studies. Those i've lagged behind on. I especially have to do my projects cause when school reopens, i'll probably be busy with them. *sigh*..this means expecting to relax in the 2 weeks break, might not really happen but i could still squeeze in relaxing in my busy schedule. I hope..ok, gotta go watch Hapers Island now. That show is so exciting. I wanna know who is the killer. Haa..

Frustrating feeling!

2009-05-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

I am so bored, bored bored!!! I am also extremely sleepy. Can't keep myself awake even by listening to songs. Oh, i'm thirsty too but i don't have any money to buy drinks right now. Used my money up for standard ticket cause i have insufficient value in my ez-link card. I still had around $2++ in my card but i can't use it. I need to top-up my card cause my card has insufficient value. What a crap load of crap! I hate the new ez-link card system. Oh, & i came so early to school for nothing. The Jonas Brothers live chat was not even on. I could have had enough rest and woke up later cause my class only starts at 4. Uuuurrrgghh. This is not a good feeling at all. Two bad experience with the Jonas Brothers live chat. Not even sure if i want to be see their upcoming live chat already. Also, i hope i can borrow momey form Ruth later to buy another standard ticket if not i can't go home. Uuuurrrggghhh. Frustrtating!

Jonas Brother's live chat

2009-05-08T12:57:00.004+08:00

I woke up early when my lesson only starts at 4 today. For what you say? Well, to watch the Jonas Brothers live chat. They announced it days before that they're having a live chat on 7th May at 5pm-PDT. The Jonas Brothers are all the way in America. Our time couldn't be the same so i googled search to be sure. So 5pm-PDT means 8am here in Singapore. On the 8 of May. So i woke up early to go to school and use my laptop. It's wireless everywhere in school. I am not a big Jonas Brothers fan(i think i'm sorta turning into one)but went to school early to accompany my friend and to check for myself how great this live chat thing is. However it was to me just alright. I mean the Jonas Brothers they didn't even reply to my chat. Whatever i was typing. I kept typing so much hoping they might see but they didnt answer my questions. And they kept taking calls forgetting about us here all the way in Singapore who can't call them cause it'll be soooo expensive.

So, the next live chat i hope is better or i'm not gonna watch their subsequent live chats. They better answer my questions that i typed. Plus i'm not even sure i type at the correct place. they wasn't even specific on saying where is the place for us to chat with them. I also hoped the video don't freeze so many times. It's frustrating. So, awaiting the next live chat which should be better. Your fans here all the way across the world in America in Singapore are also watching(so early in the morning just for you guys) the live chats so don't dissapoint them.

Slugging out

2009-05-02T12:14:00.000+08:00

Two weeks of school has gone by and going into my 3rd week. Classes are so difficult. Without having my three buddies with me makes it even more difficult. Sometimes, i just don't understand what's being taught in class and i'll sit down there like an idiot. And, who do i ask?? Hmm..oh well, i'll just have to slug it out for a few more weeks before it is the holidays. Can't wait for the holidays!!!!

Oh, i'm learning how to sing for some big production i'm doing. Very very very big i tell you. The biggest i've ever done. Haha. Oh, i'm being overly dramatic and exxagerating but true, big production. Wait and see peole, it'll turn out great i gurantee.

a toug semester to come..sigh..

2009-04-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

School has started and i'm just ready to let it all pass quickly and head to the holidays. I don't know if i can continue and be all hardworking and doing my best. Its only been two days and am already having thoughts and feelings of giving up and calling it quits. *sigh*. This is seriously going to be a tough semester. Literally. I can feel it.

Yesterday during lecture, they showed the names of those who got in the list of top 10% and the director's list for semester 2 1st year. They also showed(again) the names of those who got in the 10% list and the director's list for semester 1 1st year and gave out certificates for those in the director's list(semester1, 1st yr). At that moment when i looked at that list of names, it got me just abit. If they can do it, why not me? Forget about last semester. That's history. Nothing you can do about it now. I have to work hard this semester. Real hard. Really, really hard. So, i told Ruth, Yongyi and Sherrill jokingly. Let's aim for a gpa of 4. We all knew though it was impossible but if we do not have an aim or a goal at the end of the journey, we wouldn't have a purpose to work hard and do well. Instead we decided on a gpa of 3.5. Still high but it's realistic and acheivable. If we put out hearts and soul into it and stay committed to working hard this semester, it can happen. From a gpa of only 1++ to 3.5, it seems impossible but..i have to. Make my friends proud. Make my parents proud and prove to everyone, i can do it!

Dead.

2009-04-18T04:05:00.000+08:00

I want to go out with ruth, sherrill and yongyi noooooow!!! I'm dying of boredom at home. Let's go out and speak all accent-ny. I'll be british. Yongyi be american. Sherrill be all singlish and ruth just be chinese so speak mandarine? Hmm..ruth, we need to find you something better. I'm sure it'll be soo fun. We could record it. Then we'll have some memory for keepsakes. I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!! The past few days were not enough. *sigh*..dying. Slowly dying. Half dead. Dead in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. Dead!

What fun =D

2009-04-17T00:25:00.001+08:00

Today actually we didnt plan to go out but i decided to make plans with ruth, sherrill and yongyi at the last minute to go out with them cause i want to make sure i spent as much time as possible with them. I felt that once school starts, my time with them will be limited & probably they might be too busy to want to spent time with me. Projects, homeworks, tests, exams. Maybe they might not even want to spent time with me anymore? Who knows. So i must make use of the opportunities right now. So, we hang out. Talked. Enjoyed times together. Although, it was not how i would have wanted it to be. I wanted to spent as much time as possible with ruth, sherrill and yongyi but i didnt really get to i guess. Well, not as how i wanted to. But we did have fun too. It was a moment that i wished i had captured in video but too bad. No one had a video camera, digital camera or even a camera phone(that was worthy of using). It was still fun.

I suggested to ruth and yongyi. How about buying surplees and then see who can finish the fastest & that was what we did. All of us were excited over the idea and none of us had ever gotten a brainfreeze when drinking so thought of trying to feel the experience. Plus, it would be fun. I mean, when you're with your friends, why not just let loose and do something crazy? So, when we started to drink continuously, our throats felt extremely cold. Then it got down to out tummies and it felt bloated,
cold and as if we were about to throw up but we didnt. It was a feeling i never felt before.

Well, yongyi was about to win. He was fast. I didnt want to loose so i took of the cap and started gulping down the slurpee. Oooh. Wrong move ain. Extreeeeeeme coooooldness. Even so, i kept gulping down the slurpee as fast as i could. Not caring about how cold it was. And yeah, i won!!! Haha. Ruth finished soon after me and won yongyi by a few seconds. Ruth kept complaining, saying how i cheated by opening the cap and gulping down the slurpee instead of drinking it. But in my defense i said that we didnt enforced any rules anyways. Which we didnt. So, i said ok then next time we'll have a rematch and no one can open the cap. I told ruth still no worries. I'll still win. Haha. Actually i'm not sure if i'll win if i didnt gulp down the drink. Haha. Preparing for a rematch anytime soon. Come on ruth and yongyi!! Haha.

Next time our challenge will be eating instant noodles with 5 chilli padis in it. Lets see who can eat the fastest. Haha. So fun. So fun. I hope we'll have more fun with each other in the future and that it doesn't end today. I love you guys. Friends forever!! =D

sigh..this is gona so sux..

2009-04-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

My life as i know it is officially over. I'm doomed. Oooh, how am i gonna handle being on my own. I have done it for 4 years. I don't think i could take anymore of it. I hope through it all, we will still be able to maintain our friendship and meet as often as possible. So if things get tough, i have you guys to make it feel all better. Or at least you guys can listen to me rant it all out. *sigh*. This is gonna so sux..

Let's Talk About Love Download

2009-04-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

Go to your nearest build-a-bear workshop and donate $2 to get the code for the song "let's talk about love" sang by David Archuleta. This is in support of Save the Children foundation. You can't find the song anywhere. I think the song is great. Listen to the lyrics and you will realize that the song has alot of good meanings to it. The best thing is that it's sung by David Archuleta. Who wouldn't want the song? It's also for a good cause. Just perfect. To know more about this cause, visit www.buildabear.com.sg or just visit your nearest build-a-bear workshop and while you're there,how about making a bear friend and bring it to life. Haha =D

Let's Talk About Love <3

2009-04-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

I love this song by david archuleta. It's titled "let's talk about love". I found out that you can get the sound from the build-a-bear workshop. Well that's in the states but here in singapore i don't know. But i want the david archuleta sound in my bear and the david achuleta t-shirt!!!!

Meeting David Archuleta!!!!!!!! =))

2009-04-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the first time ever that i met up close, face to face with a celebrity. Well, i have met one before. Taufik Batisah. Our first ever singapore idol. So, he is sort of a celebrity. This person that i met yesterday i would say is sort of a celebrity too. Cause if you're famous in America, literally you're just as much a celebrity as Carrie Underwood, Miley Cyrus and other famous celebrities out there but in Singapore, even when you're famous, you can never be labelled a celebrity and get that much fame all over. So, Taufik Batisah, not a name to say if anybody asked you the question "have you ever in your lifetime met a celebrity up close?". So, this person i met yesterday got famous from american idol and now labelled a celebrity cause he got so much fans even here all the way from little country singapore. I met David Archuleta. Everybody scrrrrreeeeeeaaaammm!!!! Haha.

I met yongyi at jurong east mrt to accompany him to buy David Archuleta's album but it was out of stock. Decided to go to city hall and buy it there instead. HMV, sold out. Luckily we found it at Suntec but damn was it expensive. $22.90. I bought mine for only $16.90. What a way to cheat people off their money. Hmph. After a tiring search for the album, we went to Bugis where David Archuleta will be. We met Ruth and Sherrill first cause its been so long since we seen each other. However they were not joing us cause they had to be somewhere. They were not big of a fan of David Archuleta as me and yongyi were anyway.

We reached the Iluma at around 4 plus. We waited in line and had to seat at wet ground for awhile. At around 5 or 6 plus, we were let in the shopping mall. I was really excited. Once in a lifetime opporunity. The people let us and we had to seat and wait again. Well, we waited and waited and waited and waited till it was around 7 plus before David Archuleta came out. Which means he was late. He sang a few songs. I couldn't really see him cause there was so many tall people blocking and i am short. But i get to see him here and there. His voice though was awesome. Just how it is on his album. I sang along and shouted but not as much as those girls who were extremely obsessed over him. They kept screaming and shouting so loud that i felt as if my ears were gonna pop. Haha.

I got to get his signature too!!!! I went up the stage and told him "I love your voice. You should have won American Idol". He was like "oh-oh" and smiled at me. I shook his hands too. Haha.

Apart from getting my legs aching from standing so long, it was a preetty great experience for me. Getting to meet a celebrity up close! The sad thing was being short and not really getting to see him as clear on stage when he was performing. Also, not getting to take a picture with him. They wouldn't let us cause it would waste time and they wanted as much people to get his signatures as possible. Uuurrgghh!!! Frustrating.

Still, if there was another event like this, i would go again. However this time i would make sure to be there as early as possible so i could be in the front and see him clearly. I would also make sure to bring a better camera so i can take better pictures and take videos of his performance.

Great experience!!!!! =D

Need to, have to..do better

2009-04-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to do better in my 2nd year of poly. Really need to buck up, pull up my socks till it's up high and till i can't pull them no more. Uuuuurrrgggghhhh. I so wish i'm done with school. I hate having to study hard and trying to get good grades and all. It's so damn hard. I'm not good at being good in school. *sigh*. Praying for a better 2nd year in poly. Better than i did for my 1st year of poly. Oh God, help me. *sigh*.

Hiro, i need yoooouuuu!!!!!..haa..get real.

2009-04-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

Scared of what to come in the future. Can i just freeze time and stay in the moment..forever? *sigh*. I hate the uncertain. Where is Hiro Nakamura when i need him???

David Archuleta is coming!!!!! =D

2009-03-30T12:29:00.000+08:00

David Archuleta is coming to singapore!!!!!!! I am so excited. He's going to sing some songs and do some autograph signings. I so have to buy his album now if not i can't get his autograph. Oh, i can't wait.

Details

7TH APRIL 2009
7PM
ILUMA SHOPPING CENTRE (Opposite Bugis Junction)
AUTOGRAPH SESSION + SHORT PERFORMANCE

Twitter, twitter, twittering away...

2009-03-30T12:22:00.000+08:00

I just started using twitter(www.twitter.com). You know how i like to get updated about my favourite artiste like honor society and hey monday. Well, i got to know that some of my favourite artiste such as (again) honor society and he monday uses twitter. I was like twitter? What is that? Then i started checking it out. It's nothing special or whatever. You just write about one question 'what are you doing?' and the letter limit is 140. So i signed up to twitter basically to see what my favourite artiste are doing. Still, if you want to know loads of things about your favourite artiste, their official website is still the best and myspace too. Though i don't have a myspace. Haa.

My Birthday =)

2009-03-27T04:06:00.000+08:00

I know my birthday is like a week ago and i have not updated anything about my birthday so here goes. I won't do it on one shot but bit by bit. I'm still yet to get some of the pictures and videos. =)

These are the gifts given to me for my birthday. I love the cup. Gave to me by Yan Jun, Bao Ying, Jin Hua and Wai Ling. It has their pictures on the cups and some nice words and writings. The new moon book and the orange coloured book at the back was given to me by Ruth, Yongyi and Sherrill. The pink jewellery box by my sister and the watch, by my parents. My older brother gave some facial stuffs from Body Shop. Its somewhere in the room. I'm using them occasionally. My younger gave me a card which i have it. Somewhere. Haa. Thanks for the gifts people. I love them.

16 March 2009. The day before my birthday i went out with Yan Jun, Bao Ying, Wailing and Jin Hua. They surprised me with this tiramisu. It's not a cake but i still appreciate it. Well, the tiramisu was fantastic too. Here are some pictures =)

Me having my first bite on it. Superb!

Making a wish on an imaginary candle. "I wish.."

Wailing, Yanjun, Me, Bao Ying and Jin Hua =)

A shot that didnt succeed.

Yan Jun & Me.

Jin Hua & Me.

Wailing & Me.

Me with the tiramisu =)

Eh, where's the pisture of me and bao ying? Hmm..i should have it. Wonder where i put it. Oh well. Will edit this post again once i've found the picture of bao ying and me. Thanks for a great birthday people. Will update more about my birthday soon.

Oooh..scary..

2009-03-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

Just heard from yy that i have to go for BIS remedial this wednesday. This is scaring me out. What if i have to retake this module? Thinking about it, there are other modules i am not confident of making it. Noooooooooooo!!! I want to be able to go to 2nd year with ruth, sherrill and yy. Have the same modules as them and be in the same class as them. Uuuuurrrggghhh. This is frustrating. Why din't i work hard for last semester?? If i somehow, by some miracle made it to 2nd year, i will not slack anymore and study hard. This has taught me a very incredible lesson. Hmmm..

DvD watching at my house

2009-03-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

My friends came over yesterday. Ruth, Sherrill & Yongyi. They were supposed to come at 11 so we would have more time to spend. Watch more shows but as usual. Late. Guess what? At 11, they were not even on their way. Ruth was still at home. Well, at least she had woken up. Sherrill was still sleeping or just woken up really. So, Ruth and Yongyi came at around 1 like that and Sherrill, close to 3 or 3 plus-ish. Still, we had loads of fun. Talking crap and watching shows. We watched DvDs. One was a movie and anothe was a drama series Gossip Girl.

Ooooh, i looove Gossip Girl! How can you not? Lies, scandals, bitchyness, the catfights, mysteries and don't forget, gossip. So many packed all into one whole series. The actors are of course perfect too. Playing their role so well that i got so into the show. I'm hating Chuck at the beginning then liking him again as the show progresses. Getting frustrated at Blair for being shuch a bitch towards Serena but then liking her again as she and Serena became bff once more. Finding Nate oh so adorable just thoughout the show. Its a must watch. Hee.

Newaez, we really had a lot of fun. They went home at around 9.30pm. Late i know but we were all watching tv that they were all procrastinating getting home. After watching Nancy Drew on HBO family, continued by watching Hannah Montanna on Disney Channel. But by then it was really getting late and they had to call it a night. Haa.

We should do this again. Can't wait. Oh, they're coming again on tuesday. We're gonna have so much fun!! =D

Full moon..oooh..

2009-03-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

Its a full moon tonight. "AaauAaauAaaaaauuhh". Oh, you heared that? It must be warewolfs. Oh beware. Tonight warewolfs are coming out. Draculas and vampires are awaken and getting out of their coffins. Be prepared of some scary action tonight. Just to be on the safe side, hang some garlic in your room. Or, is it even true about how garlic get rids of vampires and such? Hmmm..

Matt the dancing guy

2009-03-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlfKdbWwruY&feature=channel

Here's a link to the video. Everyone should go watch it if you haven't yet done so. I watch the video and it just makes me smile and laugh. Wonders how a simple video can give that kind of effect. Amazing.

Well i heard about this dancing guy that was such a phenomenon on youtube and the internet world but never really bothered to take a look into it until recently. So, basically he goes around to different parts of the world and just start dancing. He started out just dancing infront of the famous places in the different countries. The Taj Mahal, Grand Canyon & such. Then it just got even huger(no such word i know). He started involving people in his videos dancing with him. That was even better to watch. How he could get the whole world together through dance. Amazing. He even came to singapore and they danced beside the merlion. Not the one in sentosa but the one that recently had got its ear striked by lightning. Haa.

It's so great. I hope he makes another video. A 2009 video. Come again to singapore. I would love to be in your next video. Perhaps i would get my friends to join along. That would be great!! Haa..

Meeting old friends..hmmm..

2009-03-08T10:33:00.000+08:00

Went to follow my bro and his gf to SMU open house but didnt really see what we wanted to see. Courses and such. I wanted to at least have an idea of what course i could take up in uni if i was to do well in poly. However all we saw were showcases of cca suffs and all that. Hmm..waste of time really.

Oh, saw Hongjie just now. It was abit awkward. I havent seen him in like a looong time. I couldnt be as talkative to him as i was in secondary school. However, he changed alot. Better fashion style. More matured i guess. No more that playful boy i knew him as. Wonder if he still like hilary duff? Hmmm..he said i changed too. Did i? I thought i didnt. Haa. I guess he's right. Poly/JC changes us all. To be more mature and better thinking people. That's good i feel. We should go out. Seeing him just now made me realised how much we've been missing out in each other's life. We need to catch up. Hmmm..

Oh oh oh. I've decided not to work. Stay at home and slack. Relax to be exact. Kinda lazy to work. Haa. At least gives me the chance to do things i've been meaning to do...

A level results

2009-03-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

Today was the release of the A level results. Before i post any further, i want to congrats all those who did well for their A level. Those who didn't though, don't back down. It's not the end. Ok, so my brother got his A level results today and he did well. I'm happy for him. My cousin Nasri, he did well. All the hard work and efforts put in for this A level has not gone wasted. I knew he'll do well. Cuz, you didn't disappoint me. Haha.

All his doing well for A level. Seeing how he put in lots of hard work and effort for his A level and doing well, is motivating me do well in my 2nd year of poly to come. Just hope this motivation last awhile. I need it to get through my 2nd year better than i did the last semester of my 1st year.

The thing is, i don't even know if i'm gonna make through the 2nd semester of my 1st year. With how i've been doing, i don't have confidence in my results to come. Oh, i really have to do loads and loads of praying and even loads and loads more of miracles..*sigh*..

getting a job or not??

2009-03-04T12:58:00.000+08:00

I'm now deciding on getting a job now. Oh my, i'm really fickel minded. I can't decide on something and just stick to it. Now actually i'm not so sure. But the very possibility is that i'm getting a job. I really want money to buy stuffs so that would actually make me get a job. We'll see..hmmm..

not getting a job

2009-03-03T15:29:00.000+08:00

I was thinking and am considering not getting a job. Which i feel would be great. I mean, i've been stressing myself and tiring myself at school and the holidays are here. i should use it to enjoy myself. There's loads of things i've been wanting to do anyway. Indulge myself in a good book. Watch shows. Maybe have a room makeover. Go wondow shopping. Spend time with friends. I should just enjoy the holidays as much as i can before school starts where i have to be stress again and be tired and busy. I wonder if yy and sherrill are thinking of working. I hope they don't want to work like me. Then we can enjoy the holidays together. It would be so much fun. We can watch shows together. Go window shopping together. Oh gosh. I can't wait to spend time with them..hmm..

hairstyle..

2009-03-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

I want to have a new hairstyle or haircut or something. My hair is too thick, kinda frizzy and big. My hair is just a mess. I need a new hairstlye. The thing is i'm wondering what kind to get. Been surfing the net and looking at pictures but nothing seem to make me go "that's the one. that the kind of hairstyle i am looking for!". Haixx..frustrating man. Hmmm..

getting a job..which one?

2009-02-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

Its the holidays. yeah! however, i want to get a job. although the holidays will be like 1 month and a half or so, i want to get a job so i can buy stuffs. i want to get an mp3 and this time, a better one than teh previous. and i will really make sure i don't spoil it like i did my previous mp3(s). i don't understand why but it's as if i have this disease or got knows what. every thing electronic i have just ends up spoiling. super frustrating! i can't leave without an mp3. life without music is just soo dull and boring and ugghh...its hard to explain but its just unbearable. i love to litsen to music when i'm doing my things. so when i'm travelling from places to places before reaching the destination, i always love to listen to songs. now i can't and i have to actually listen to the people around me and things that's happening in the world. before i can just shut them out. annoying people. irritating people. things i don't like to see. and get lost in the songs.

also apart from that perhaps get some clothes. i should. change my closet abit. haa. like i could really. but at least try right. soo i hope i get a job soon. something i'll like perhaps or not bu at least something i will not dread. hmmm..

some random babbling..curfews

2009-02-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

curfews. weird things they are. sometimes you really wish you don't have curfews. so you don't have a specific time to be home and won't get scolded for coming home pass your curfew. however, without curfews, you might not be responsible enough to make sure that you do not come home too late. even so, how do you know how late is late? so, now we have no curfew, we can always come home at 3 or even later? or don't come home even.

for me though, i won't say i don't have any complaints about curfews. i do. lots. like the fact with curfews, i can't get to enjoy spending time with my friends longer. there are some stuffs when having curfews, i can't do like being able to spent the eve of new year counting down to new year with my friends at town. after that doing nothing really but just walk around. talking. enjoying each other's company. seating at macdonals enjoying an ice-cream or a cup of milkshake? till the late morning. or all through the night. and only going home in the morning. it would be sooo fun.

still, i'm glad i have a curfew. if not, i would not be responsible enough to get home early or at least not too late. i might just still be spending time with my friends. watching videos, movies and talking with them and then getting home late. though it seems great but its not always. you don't know what's lurking out there in the dark. the people that comes out at night. scaaary. hahah.

oh well, curfews..hmmm..

The 51th Academy Award

2009-02-23T05:01:00.000+08:00

Just around the end of last month i was watching the Golden Globes and was awed and amazed by everything. The amazement of it all. The actors. The actresses. Everything! I've gotten to know more about movies that i've never known. Movies that have or have not came out yet. I've gotten to know of a movie 'Slumdog Millionaire'. It's a really great movie with great songs and it won several awards.

Today, just a few months after, they have another great award show. The 51th Academy Award. Again this time, i'm hearing of movies i've never heard of especially international films. Great actors and actresses winning awards for recognition for their superb acting and how they show it on screen making us all feel the role they are playing. Great movies which also deserve the recognition they got. 'Slumdog Millionaire' prove to be at the top of its game. Winning alot of oscars for best director, best song, best motion picture and others. I was so so happy when 'Slumdog Millionaire' won for best song 'jai ho'. I looove that song. Amazing. The dance they did at the end of the show with that song..greeaaatt.

Aaaah. I just loove watching award shows. To see great actor, actresses, movies and those working hard in the movies getting the recognition they deserve. Without them, there wouldn't be wonderful movies for us to watch. Without them, there wouldn't be Hollywood. Hollywood movies have been a great deal part of my life. Part of me as i'm growing. Been watching Hollywood movies since i was very very young. Keep going all the way. Keep making great and wonderful movies for people like me who enjoys watching movies and feeling the emotions thru the movies and who just enjoys great movies. Wohoo! ~

I feel cheap..oooh..

2009-02-21T04:47:00.000+08:00

Gucci, Prada, Chanel, Louis Vuitton, Burburry, Armani|Exchange, CK Calvin Klein, Zara, Miss Sixty & such such more. These are all luxurious brands owned by people who can afford such things especially celebrities.

Went to town yesterday with yongyi and it was a mixed experience. Got 'wowed' when entering all those shops especially when entering shops like Gucci, Prada, Chanel and Louis Vuitton. Before you enter these shops, there's someone at the door to open it for you. They greet you saying "Welcome to (name of the place)" The people to serve you are all wearing suits and extremely well-dressed to keep up to the standard of the place and the brand and of course their stuffs are so brilliant. The bags, the shoes, accessories, sunglasses and all. Couldn't be described.

Apart from feeling 'wowed', somehow, we felt cheap. Nobody entertains you unless you look like a million dollars or at least are there to buy their stuffs(not to window shop). Experiencing it ourselves. We went to Chanel. Got greeted. Door opened for us. Basic stuffs. Though once we're in, we're left on our own and the people to serve the customers are chatting amongst themselves. A moment later , i heard them greeting a customer 'Good Afternoon' and i turned and saw them attending to these customer immediately. The customer i could tell is filthy rich. She didn't even want those people to serve her and asked for a staff that she wanted. Going "Is Lenky around? Get me Lenky". As she looked at the stuffs, she commented "Are these the new arrival?" Literally, at that moment we felt cheap. Not even a thing on us is branded or even has a brand at all.

When we went to Gucci, i saw this two friends. They were looking at the shoes sections and were trying on some. I looked at one of them and saw her carrying a Louis Vuittton bag. Hmmm..& she is not even like an adult yet. I looked at the other one and was wondering why was she not as well-dressed as her friend. Then to my amazement, i saw the bag she was carrying. Prada. I was thinking. Ok, don't mess with these people. We got tired and sat down but they were there for me to be able to examine them more. The girl with the Louis Vuitton bag, not only was she carrying the Louis Vuitton bag but was wearing Louis Vuitton heels as well. The other girl with the Prada bag was wearing a white t-shirt with Armani|Exchange written on the front. Ooooh. These two must come from a rich family. Rich parents perhaps?

From those experiences and observation, i planned on getting myself a luxurious brand item. One will do. At least when i go out to town or somewhere fancy, i could wear it. I was thinking a bag perhaps. It'll last longer. Could put my stuffs inside. Shoes. Ermm..i'll be walking to places and not like i have a personal driver to drive me everywhere. My shoes will get damaged. Maybe accessories? Bracelet? Necklace? I don't know but definitely first i'm getting is a bag. I'm gonna work this hols and get myself a luxury brand bag. Oooh..how exciting. But i really really really must take care of the bag once i've bought it. Knowing me. I'll take extra extra care and be extra extra careful when handling the bag.

Oh, Today gonna go study and window shop again. Me and yongyi, we're trying a new study tactic, As we window shop, we ask each other questions, test each other. Hope the tactic works. =D

Happy to be single's day =D

2009-02-15T13:12:00.000+08:00

Happy to be single's day!! Haha. I know today is valentines day but i've decided to think about those who don't have a guy in their life. People like me. Well yeah we may not have a guy in our life but that's ok. We're single and enjoying singlehood alot. Spending time with friends and hanging out. For some people, spending time with their books. Haha. Exams around the corner.

Still, it's great for those who got to spent time with their beloved today and i hope these people have had a great valentines day. Today, almost everywhere is basked in l.o.v.e love. Shops selling valentines gifts, card and balloons. So cool!! Hahah. Just now, as i was on the escalator, this guy in a suit was like "Excuuuse me.." I excused him and he rushed up the escalator with a bouquet of flowers in his hand. Hmmm..then i heard a woman's voice. "Excuse us. i'm sorry". Smiled at me and rushed up the escalator also with a bouquet of flowers in her hand. She was elegantly dressed. I guess they are both together. Should be attending a valentines day party or something. Must be fun.

So well, happy to be single's day && happy valentines day!! =D

YUM..yummy!!

2009-02-10T15:34:00.000+08:00

The ice-cream melted as i got home. AAAHH!! Hahah..some parts became watery. Eerrr. Hahaha.

Was on our way home but me and yongyi we realised that it was kinda early to go home so we thought of places to go. Westmall? Lot 1? Hmmm..then we decided on IMM. However, we stopped at popular first. Went to search for the book 'new moon' and looked at some music cds too. Anyways, at IMM, went to just window shopped. Went in the different shops they had. Oh, especially the furniture shops. The furnitures they had on display were kinda elegant. Both of us started saying about our dream houses. Haa..

Well, after all that walking and talking, we got thirsty. Mostly yongyi. I was alright. So, we went to giant. Bought Marigold's Passion fruit Yoghurt Drink. As were about to head off to pay, we passed the ice-cream section. We stopped to look at the different ice-creams. Looking at the ice-creams got us craving for some. So, we were thinking, why not buy one? Then we could sit somewhere and eat it right from the tub. Well, that's what we did. We found a seat at the 2nd floor at this corner with seats. We sat there and started digging in on the ice-cream. Eating the ice-cream right from th tub brought us back to our childhood days where we ate the ice-cream from this small tub with wooden spoons. Haha. Anyways, i felt it was sorta fun in some sorts eating ice-cream from the tub. The feeling is entirely different than eating from a bowl. You can keep eating without worrying about having to save for others. Also if i was alone, i might feel a lil awkward and self-conscious about eating ice-cream from the tub. People might think i have just broken up with my boyfriend or what(remember movies how when the girl has a breakup, you will see them eating ice-cream from the tub) As we ate, we drank too.

*Some info from me & yongyi: ice-cream(sweet) + passion fruit Yoghurt Drink(sweet) = bad combo. You can't taste the taste of the drink at all. Like drinking cardboard(ok, exaggerating..). Well, you just have to wait awhile before starting to drink again that's all. No big deal. Haa. But, before you start worrying, passion fruit Yoghurt Drink is nice! Give it a try people.

Oh, not to mention, as we were eating the ice-cream, a group of guys walked pass us. They talked in chinese. I couldn't understand but yongyi translated for me. a guy said "You see, they eat from the tub. So cute." Something like that. Haha..anyways, if ruth and sherrill was there to enjoy the ice-cream too would be good. Too bad though. =P

Cupcakes..yum! =P

2009-02-09T06:13:00.000+08:00

This was the cpcakes bought for Insyirah's birthday. They were eh-emm yummy! Love it. Look at them nicely decorated as well. If only i can make cupcakes as nice as those. Will make one each specially for my dear friends.

Overdued Pics..

2009-02-04T16:37:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last posted anything. Been busy with school. Project, test and such. Here are some loong overdued pictures. Enjoy..

AT MARINA BARRAGE =)

They decorated the whole wall with bottles after bottles. Quite creative i guess.

My sister. Haha. They had this weirdly weird things there. Don't know what its supposed to be. Are they water droplets?

The GREEN ROOM!! =D

Frustrating. Forget to rotate the picture to put it right side up so now you all have to look at it sideways. Haa. However, love the decorations in the background. So nice.

Taking the FLYER!! =D

They had this christmas decorations in the flyer carrage. We went there during the christmas period. Nice. So cute.

Decided to take pictures of some sceneries that i saw. I saw the houses and defenitely had to snap it. Houses by the sea. Oh my, so lovely. If i could stay in a house by the sea, that would be amazing. Plus, staying in those kind of houses i'm sure would be so expensive but if you can aford it, it's worth it i'm sure.

We could see the sea through our carrage. Nice. Though i'm sure whn yongyi sees the scenery, he'll be afraid. He'll say so scary to look at cause its at such a height. Haa..

My brother showing that face. Soo cute. Haha..

Me and my sis. Yooounger sis. Yeah, she's taller than me. Haa..

Saw this at city hall. It was being displayed. It was part of a drive encouraging people to donate softs toys that they don't need or don't want anymore. I purposely took the picture from this side. Hello Kitty!! It's so huge. I myself don't have a biig hello kitty soft toy when i'm obsessed over hello kitty. Can i take and bring it home?? Hahah..

crap!

2009-01-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today i feel so damn crappy cause of someone & apparently it seems like it's my fault. Okay then, to that person i'm sorry. For being in this super crappy mood, i've decided to watch sad movies and cry my frustrated heart out. As if it helps. Not entirely but i'll feel slightly better? Well, the only thing is for that person to start talking to me..but will he? hmmm..uurrgghh!!..

Great friends..ruth, sherril and yongyi =)

2009-01-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

I got scolded for coming home late(again) today. Frustrating! I wished i had no curfew. That would be great. I can go home as late as i want to. Well not always but when i want to go home late, i can. I wish i'm rich too so on days when i would be going home late, i can take a taxi home and not worry about having no transport home.

Actually i do not want to come home so late either. I don't like my mum scolding at me. It's just that i can't help it. Even when i plan to go home at a certain time(a time not too late), if there's things i can still find to do, my butt will not budge from my seat and i will only go home when i start panicking that it's too late. I don't know why but but when i'm with my friends(ruth, sherrill and yongyi), i'll feel like i can stay with them all night just chatting away & being crazy with them. I don't really feel like going home at all. I guess it's probably because i've never had closed friends where i can share so much laughters and fun with, sadness. Anything really. So, i just wanna keep them close to me. Finding an excuse to do something, start telling stories. Start loading videos. So as to prolong the going home. Afraid that the next day, i would not be able to see them. Hear their laughters again. Have the time of my life with them being crappy and silly. Although i know they will still be there being the great friends they have always been to me despite everything. Though i just can't help feeling this way. Haa..

Well, i really enjoy their friendship so i don't want to ruin it. I want to enjoy every minute with them for as long as this friendship will last. As long as possible i hope =)

2009!

2009-01-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

Happy 2009! May it be a better year for all. Went to watch a movie after school. Since it's the eve of secondary school, we decided to have fun and enjoy for abit. Watched Ip Man. It was a great movie. It's in chinese. Don't understand what they're saying but at least there's subtitles. Lots of fighting. Martial arts fighting. All in all, really great. Had lots of laughs too with Joanne. Talked alot of crappy stuffs.

I soo wanted to spend the night of the eve of New Year with Ruth, Sherrill and Yongyi. Haixx..but too bad for me. Was going to ask my mum beforehand if i could but i didn't. I was so sure she'll say no. Give lots of explanation and reasoning. I mean, i've never come home before twelve before. Spending the whole night out? I don't think so. It's just beyond something she'll ever let me do. I couldn't even be bothered asking. So, i got home before 12 knowing i had dampened ruth, yongyi and especially sherrill's countdown for new year's mood. Terrible! They kept asking me to ask my mum but i didn't cause i know my mum wouldn't be happy. Having let me come home late and yet i asked for more stuffs. Spending the night out and what not.

Well anyway when i got home, i decided to tell my mum about our plan of me and my friends wanting to spend the eve of new year together. Maybe at sherrill's house or elsewhere. I was thinking, i should at least know what my mum's respond would have been if i have asked her. Who knows she would have said yes i could. Then next year i know i could spent the night of new year's eve without having to be worried and nervous about asking my mum. Maybe i don't even need to ask. Just tell her knowing she'll say yes. But sadly, no such luck. She said it definitely can't happen. Definitely not. No such thing. I knew it! It was a good thing i didn't have asked. I would have gotten a no anyways. I would just have been wasting my breath. I was so frustrated though,that, that was her response. Uuurrggh..i could have lots of fun and laugh with my friends on the eve of new year instead of being here typing out griviences and frustration. How exciting!

So, instead..i just thought of asking her if at least in the near or distant future, i could go to my friend's house for a sleepover. Or have a sleepover at my house. So, at least, i could still have some fun in my life with friends. Do things a normal teenagers do. Which i don't do much of actually. But her answer seams unsure but i felt she would have wanted to say no and not let me but she stopped herself and said that if I wanted a sleepover or to sleepover, i had to ask my dad. Aaah. Anyhow! What's wrong with sleeping over at my friend's house. My friend's parents would be there i'm sure to keep check on things. I mean where else would the parents be anyway if not at home? Out till late partying? Don't think so right && having a sleepover at my house should be alright too right? What wrong with friends spending time together and enjoying each other's company.

So countdown at my bathroom while showering. How fantastic. SOoo enjoying! Lol. I really really really wished i had spent the night of new year's eve with ruth, sherrill & yongyi. Haizz..

flyer and marina barrage, nearly famous-aaron johnson

2008-12-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday went to take the flyer with my family. Well, excluding my dad. He took it before as part of his job so he didn't really feel like taking it again or whatever. Went to the Marina Bay Water Barrage or something. This newly opened thing at Marina Bay. Newaez, don't really feel like blogging much about my trip to the flyer and the barrage thingy. Another time probably. Got lots of pictures to upload and all. Abit lazy right now.

Will blog about another thing though. I just finished watching this series called 'nearly famous'. I saw that Aaron Johnson was inside so decided to give the series a try. Not too bad. Oh if ou guys don't know, Aaron Johnson is the guy that acted in the new movie Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging. He's soo cute. Hahah..oh, i watched the series on youtube. Watch it, its an alright series. Only got 6 episodes though..

twilight-bad?

2008-12-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

I just don't understand. My sis, bro and uncle went to watch twilight but their reactions are not as big as mine. They said it was ok only. Ok only?? My uncle even was half-sleeping when watching it. I seriously don't understand. I enjoyed it very much right from the beginning till the end &&& people saying they prefer the book from the movie? Ok, i seriously have to get my hands on the book and know why they don't like the movie that much or at least as much as i do. If only they were not out of stock!!

twilight

2008-12-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

Twilight: the soft, diffused light from the sky when the sun is below the horizon, either from daybreak to sunrise or, more commonly, from sunset to nightfall.

OMG! Today's movie was a well worthed $6. Twilight. A movie about vampire, romance and action. Was really anticipating twilight ever sinced the trailer came out. The trailer caught my attention and from then i was so eager to watch twilight. My friend was reading the book and she was so caught in it. If the book is that great, the movie should be too. Just look at harry potter. Lord of the rings. Great movies coming from great books. Though many said the movie is incomparison to the book, i found the movie great right from the start till the end. I was so into the show that i forgot about eating the 'kfc' that i sneaked in the cinema. Is that enough to tell you how good the movie is? Haha. So, go watch it! Seriously. After watching the movie, now i want to buy the book. If the book is better then, nice movie, even nicer book..it will make me love twilight even more. Aaah!..

Here are pictures!! =D

Twilight book cover. I'm soo going to buy the book. Everyone is so crazy about the book that when i went to popular, it's out of stock. Noooooo!! Haha..

This is when Bella said "I'm not scared of you". Edward replied "You really shouldn't have said that". After the conversation, he took of with her on his back and went flying & jumping from tree to tree at such a speed. Amazing! The feeling. Looking at the sceneries at such a height. Wow..

The fighting scenes between Edward(eats only animals) and this other vampire James(hunts human for 'sport'). Edward was trying to save Bella from James. The fighting scene is so amzazing! Then comes trying to save Bella after that.

Some of the cast of Twilight from the picture above from left to right: Ashley Greene (plays Alice Cullen); Kellan Lutz (plays Emmett Cullen) Kristen Stewart (plays female lead Bella Swan); Robert Pattinson (plays male leads vampire Edward Cullen); Nikki Reed (plays Rosalie Hale) and Jackson Rathbone (plays Jasper Hale).

not meant to be..

2008-12-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

I think i'm falling for someone but i know in my heart that this relationship will never work out on so many basis even before it started. So Ain, stop dwelling and thinking about it! It'll never happen. But i feel soo frustrated! Uuuuurrrggghhh!!!!

I have great parents.. =)

2008-12-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

I am soo happy. Today my siblings and i and my dad, all went to pizza hut for lunch. I was soo happy. It's rare for us to eat at like pizza hut or swensens or somehwere nice. Normally only during birthdays or when my aunt 'Wan Chun' comes down to Singapore then will we have nice, scrumptious meal. So i always look forward to eating at these places. Today, i really ate till i'm rather full. Had ice-cream too. Eh..emmm..delicious! Thanks dad for the meal just now. Always knowing how to make your children happy. You're the best! =D

Oh, we got our scv back. Yeah!! Disney Channel!!!! I've really missed my Disney Channel. Hahah. Hannah Montanna, sweet life of zack and cody, disney channel movies and lots lots more. Thanks for getting scv back mum although it might have been a strain on the pocket or not(not too sure). I mean how you took away the scv in trying to save money. So, thanks! Love you mum! =D

I do have great parents. Though they make me frustrated sometimes, make me angry sometimes, make me sad sometimes but..i would never trait them for anything in the world. Love you guys to bits!! <3

frustrated..!!

2008-12-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

Frustrating!! Got scolded by my mum for watching drama series. A-ny-how! I was actually watching with my sis My Lucky Star. I want her to watch it too cause i find the show so amazing and fantastic but if my sister is watching it, i can't not watch it too. Hahah. Anyways, ya. Got scolded by my mum. She thinks i'm watching too much drama series. Well..hmmm. She just don't understand the feeling of watching a nice drama. The atmosphere of it. The feelings and the emotions you get when watching it. Truly unexplainanble. I just looove watching drama series. I don't know why but i just do. She can't stop me from doing something i love. Watching drama series is my escape from everything else. From the hecticness, stressness at school and whatever frustratingness at home. How can she stop my sister from watching drama series?? I just wanted my sister to watch it too so at least i have somebody to talk about the show with at home and go all excited with me. It's not like my mum watches dramas or what so i can't go talking to her about it. So don't blame me when i don't talk to you sometimes. Maybe cause of my mood but also i mean sometimes i feel like we don't connect and probably at times she doesn't understand me?? Whatever..i will keep watching drama series as much as i please & i'll make sure my sis watch MY LUCK STAR!!! Hahaha..

My Lucky Star again!!

2008-12-08T02:21:00.000+08:00

I've done watching My Lucky Star. Noooo! How can it be over? I want the show to continue on forever and ever. Haix. The show is so great. So wonderful. Wasn't a waste watching it. Wasn't a waste shedding my tears. Haha. When Yongyi recommended me the show lots of times, i was like " what show is this? is it really nice" but now thanks to him i finally managed to get hooked on dramas series again. Yeah. I wonder what other drama series he can recommend me that's nice. Hmmm. Can't wait to watch more wonderful drama series. Hee..

Anyways those that have not watched My Lucky Star, oh gosh! what are you waiting for? watch it! i watched it on youtube with eng subs. i don't understnad chinese. Haha. But i'm sure they're other websites you can watch from. Enjoy watching!! =)

My Lucky Star

2008-12-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

OMG! I'm so addicted to the taiwan drama My Lucky Star. I can't stop watching. I don't know how many tears i've shed from watching this show. If this show is over, i'll scream. I want this show to go on forever. Hahaha..

But on the other hand i'm freakingly frustrated cause i can't seem to find the instrumental version of the song wo men de ji nian. That i want soo much. The song is super nice. When you listen to it and watch the show, you can definitely feel the emotion. Oh well, i got the one with Lee Ya Wei singing instead. Haixx..at least better than nothing right. Haa..

what an experience..hahaha

2008-11-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today someone spilled water on me. Anyhow!!! Hahaha. Well, me and yongyi we were at cheers looking at stuffs. Drinks, food, titbits..mostly looking at the drinks. So, we were looking at the drinks and this caucasion lady was like "excuuuse mee.." with that tone of voice. What?? But we excused her anyways. She took her drink. Evrything was fine until she got the drink out of the frigde and it went 'bazaaak' on my shirt and jeans and on yongyi's shirt. The funny or probably not so funny thing is, after spilling the drink on us, she just walked off like nothing has happened. Right. But i guess she didnt realised. When she finally did, she was apologising to us like anything. Anyways, we didnt make a big deal out of it. We told her it was alright. No worries. Its not like my whole shirt was drenched. Luckily. Thank God. Haha. What a way to end our day just as we were on our way home. Lol.

HSM the bom!! =)

2008-11-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

Just watched hsm3 last wed and it was fantasic. The dancing. The singing. The acting. Everything was just brilliant! It was worthed the $7.50(we couldnt get student price..damn!). The troy & gabriella couple scene was so 'aaaaaawwwee'. Hehe. I love it. I love it. I loooove it. Now i'm just hooked to the songs. 'Can i get this dance' & 'Right here, right now'. I'm listening to it and singing to it almost everyday. Lalala..i'm hooked on hsm3. Oh oh oh..i saw the hsm troy, gabriella & sharpay doll. I want it!!!! Well prob not sharpay but troy and gabriella. There's a microphone where you can sing the song to it and then put it to the doll and it will complete the next sentence. How cool is that?? It might be a little childish but its hsm dolls. If you're a fanatic, won't you want to buy that doll and keep it? Like display it? Let people know you're a hsm fan and have hsm stuffs!!! I want the doll now!! Haha..

Well.."Riiight here, riiight now. I'm looking at you and my heart loves the view coz you mean everythiiiiiiing. Riiight here,.." Ok i'll stop singing now. I don't think you need to hear my out-of-tune, out-of-pitch voice plus I think i might have went a wee overboard with hsm. Haha. But, they're so great how can i not go overboard? Haix. Hahah..

Bestest friends ever..

2008-10-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

Having friends in your life is such a blessing. Real blessing! Friends..they make my life more glorious, more splendid and full of sunshines and rainbows. I don't know how i can live my life each day without them esp in school. I don't know how i would ever be able to survive school without them there. School with its bullies. People saying mean things about you. Getting you down. Stress. Long days. Stupid lectures, tutorial, teachers. They make it all so much easier. Everyday. Every minute. Every second.

I just would really want to tell them how much i appreciate having them as friends. Seriously. I think nothing could ever repay their good friendship to me. NOTHING! But i would thank them anyway. Ruth, Sherrill & Yongyi..thank you for your friendship. I would have said that i am very blessed for having you guys as friends. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend. For being there for me when i need you guys. For just being GREAT! I love you guys.

&& i really hope that we could be the best of friends for as long as God wants us to be. forever i would wish for and i can hope and wish but only God determines it..FRIENDS FOREVER!! =D

Klutsy me..school starts

2008-10-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

I am such a klutz. An accident prone. How i have fallen many times before. The wierdest one was falling just as i got out of the taxi. But that i managed to stop my fall so no cuts or bruises. Then today as i got out of my dad's car, my baju kurung skirt got stuck on one of the handles a the bottom of the seat(the handle that you use to make the set lean forward and lan back) and i fell. Literally! I scraped my right knee and now i walk limping. Every minute, every second i looked at my plastered knee, i get so frustrated at how clumsy, silly and a klutz i am. Urgh! Just hope it'll get better soon man. I can't tahan the hassle and the 'pedih-ness' of my wound.

Newaez, i'm done working. Yeah! I got around $300 plus. I used some to buy a bag for school, a footwear for school /going out and a pair of 3/4 pants. I intend to buy an mp3. One that i saw that cost $80 plus. Its small but i'm alright with that cause it still looks nice and as long as i can listen to songs properly, i'm more than happy. The music player in my phone has gone cuckoo on me and i now can only listen to selected songs. Which is freeeeaaaaking! Hahas. Oh well..

Tomorrow or rather today, school starts. Excited but reluctant too. Its like since i've been working loads, i feel as if i had not enough enjoyment yet and still wants the holiday to continue. Hehe. but too bad. Tomorrow/today, school starts. Lets see how school will be after such a looong holiday. Lets see. Lets seee...

hari raya!!

2008-10-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!! Kalau ada buat salah silap, harap minta maaf ya. My baju kurung have been bought. Went round and round to find my baju raya. From tanjong katong complex to city plaza to geylang serai and back to tanjong katong complex. Finally found one which is alright plus i was really tired of finding my baju raya so i decided to just choose that and get it over and done with. But still, i cant wait to wear my new baju raya. Yeah. Cant wait for hari raya also and go to my grandmother's house and see all my cousins. Plus Inshiraaa!!!! Hari Raya here i come.. =)

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging..

2008-09-23T17:20:00.000+08:00

You guys should watch "Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging". It sounds nasty or terrible but its not those kinds of show. Its meant for teenagers of course and some would say a total chick flick. I however felt that guys too can watch this movie. If they're not afraid that it would smash their egos or make them any less of a man or something. It wont. Plus, they maybe can learn a thing or two from the guys in the show(about being a gd boyfriend and a gentleman or what nots) &&& that guy 'robbie' in the movie is so hot! Especially when he wears his school uniform. Hahah.

The show is entertaining. Funny to the bones. Makes me wish i had a boyfriend and great friends. Oh wait, i have great friends which i wouldnt trade for anything in the world. Well boyfriend, i'm not actually desperate for one. But the story does makes you wish you had a boyfriend and not just any boyfirend. One like 'robbie' coz he's a total, super, great boyfiend material. Heheh..romantic, charming, handsome. He even makes you feel good about yourself. He's sweet and not to mention hot! Who wouldnt wish for a boyfriend like that.

If you cant find in any CD stores, then go to watch-movies.net and watch it online. Its blur though and maybe a terrible vidoe take of the movie but its still watchable(for someone who's desperate to watch it and also once you start, you cant stop no matter how lousy the video quality is).

So watch it..i give it a 4/5. Plus its english. You rarely see english movies nowadays.

Oh sis...

2008-09-21T14:29:00.000+08:00

I don't understand. I seriously don't. I mean my sister got dumped by her boyfriend coz the jerk of a boyfriend of hers(which i don't want to say but true) wanted to go for someone else. Supposedly by my sis, that someone else is more preettier. I don't know. I've not seen the girl. You know what??? Now he wants to get back with her. After dumping my sis for someone else and then when he realises he doesnt want that girl anymore. Of course i told her not to get back with him. Well, good she said she won't but the thing is, what i don't understand is that she is layaning(like pays so much attention to him..somethign like that) him so much. Smsing him loads. Talking to him on the phone like alot! I mean sure friends talk with each other on the phone and sms with each other but she's overdoing it thats what i feel and sooner or later she's gonna lead him on. She might tell him she doesnt want to get back with him but then when she's layaning him so much, he's gona think he still have a shot with her. Like even after dumping her, he can still get her back. My sis is not a toy he thinks he can play when he is enjoying it but ones he da jelak then chuck one side. Then when he suddenly feel like playing the toy again, he picks it back up. No! My sis CANNOT be treated like that.

Anyways, what happened to the girl that he liked better than my sis to be able to dump her? Why isn't he calling her all the time? Or smsing her? Why keep calling my sis and keep smsing her? Don't toy with my sis feelings boy. She's broken hearted from what you did. She's not a machine who can adjust her feelings to your liking. My sis boyfriend has hurt her feelings so so many times and he has been a jerk plenty of time too. My sis has forgiven him loads but he never fails to hurt her again and again and again! Sometimes i hear her crying herself to sleep and i don't want to see her sad anymore. I can't take it. I want my sis to have someone who would treat her good and make her feel happy and fantastic. Someone who'll never make her cry and if he did, they'll be tears of joys.

Sis..forget about him. Please. For my sake. Unless he proves himself worthy of you once and for all, he's not the guy for you. Plus, if he won't love you, that's ok. You have it. Friends and families that will love you forever!! <3

heehoohoo.. ((:

2008-09-19T12:49:00.000+08:00

My results are finally out and although i'm a lil dissapointed that my gpa is not over 3, i'm still glad i passed all my modules. Sherrill, Ruth and Yongyi passed too. Better gpas than me but oh well. As long as we all managed to remain in the same class, i'm more than happy. I don't know how i can start school without them but i don't have to worry about that anymore. Hahah. Yeah!

Now i'm just waiting for Oct 10 to hurry up and coooome!!! Then i can quit woking and get my pay. Haixx..having to work is such a bother. I don't even have time to spend with myself and my friends. To do what i have been planning to do. To have fun and relax. Well, too bad i'm not rich. If not, i can just ask my parents for money evrytime i want to go out. M0ney will no be a problem. It's only if i'm free to go out or not. Now i'm working my butts out this holidays all for money but i'm sure its worth it. I guess. I'll treasure the suffs i buy more coz it's from my hard earn money.

Next Semester,i'm going to save so that by the time come the next looong holiday, i'll have money to spend with my friends and for myself. Then i don't have to work hard like this holidays. I can also relax more and detress. But if i can save that is..i'm always giving excuses not to save. hehe..so newaz, 10 Oct faster come!! & i hope next semester will be a great one.. =)

Wakawkaa..

2008-09-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since i post anything. I miss you blog! Come give me a BIIIG hug. Hahaha. Craaaazy!!! Yeah i know. Hehee. Anyways loads have happen. Its been don't know how many weeks into my hols and what have i been doing? Working! Its alright laa. Rememeber how i said i had the most terriblest experience ever working? Well, i'm all passed that. Work now is alright. Yesterday there were two new people working with me. Well new because i've never known them before. But working with them made work easier. Plus fun! After work ended, we all sat down with Sheena and Shida too. We started talking crap and all. Funny. Ended my day at work nicely.

I'm gonna work till Oct 10 instead. Me and my friends, we, have all decided. I can't wait till then. Since we've been working, me and my friends, i didn't have the time to spend with them. I miss hanging out with them. I just want to have fun with them and worry about nothing. Haixx. Friends, we'll go out when we're done working k? && we'll have loads and loads of fun! Hehe.

Oh & there's pics that i have of me, sherrill and yongyi doodling but prob i;ll post that up next time. =)

work?..uuurrrggghhh!!!

2008-09-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

Last friday was the most terriblest (is that even a word??) experience i ever had at work. Seriously i tell you. My feet were aching like hell. With that i had to run here and there. Ok, maybe not run but walked fast. Real fast. Painful! Not to mentioned that my time was extended & during dinnertime, it was packed like anything &&&& i was fasting for God sakes. Haixx..i am totally beat and drained out. I feel as if my energy is wearing out. Can i quit my waitress job and find another job that is less tiring? But what shall i say? "Ermm, i've decided not to work here anymore cause i can't cope with working as a waitress. I don't know what i was thinking taking this job in the first place. It's not you guys or this place. It's me. So uhmm..i shall get my pay now??" Err..yeah ryyytt. But seriously, i don't know how much more i can take..haixx. Well i agreed to take the job so i guess i just have to stick it in and bare with it till Oct 1st (when me and my friends planned to stop working)or until i faint from exhaustion and pain feet. Hahah..ryt.

Its fasting!! =)

2008-09-02T14:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FASTING people. Today is the first day of fasting and i have work. Haha. Work for four hours only. From 6-10pm so i have to break-fast at work. Wooss..i'm gonna work until 1st Oct and then i'll quit or not. See first. If i can cope and have the endurance to work summore. Once school starts, its gonna be more stressful days of school so i don't want school to suffer coz of my work.

I hope this fasting month will be a fuflling one for me. Fasting month is like the holiest month of all in the Islamic calender. In this month the Muslims will be advised and encouraged(strongly) to do as many good deeds as possible and stay away from anything that can bring us sin. In this month is where you can also clear away as many sins as you can. Hey, we're all humans. As good as we are, nobody can run away from sins. Wether its intentionally or not on purpose.

Ok, after today will be 2days down. 22 more days of work left to go..heheh..

happy b'dae mum..

2008-08-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! =)

Sad..

2008-08-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today, a tragic thing happened. A Death happened. My grandma passed away. My grandma on my Dad's side. My Dad's mum. My grandma has been sick for days, months and probably years. She has been sick for so long that i have gotten used to her being in the hospital. We visit her frequently but i never knew what to do to ease her pain. What to do to make it better. I have always thought of sitting beside her bedside telling her stories and tales. Getting her involved in an activity. Playing puzzle? Cross stitching? Something to occupy her time and forget about her pain and sorrow. However i didnt. I wasnt as close to her as i was with my grandma on my mum's side. My mum's mum. So, i didnt bring the courage to do it. I wish i had now but its all too late.

I didnt think i would shed any tears seeing how i wasnt close to my grandma and rarely show any affection towards her but i did. Feeling the sad atmosphere, looking at the sadness in people's eyes and seeing 'wan cu' greiving over her late sis. It all struck me in the chords and tears just kept coming down. Though my dad was seen as calm thru it all but i'm sure that deep inside he must be aching. I sympathise for my dad. He is her son. The loss of a mum is a real tragic thing. I doubt i would be able to handle also but i guess he is prob tying to put on a brave front for us all.

The death of my grandma might take time to get used to. I have been having four grandparents till now. Some of those i know have had their grandma or grandpa passed away and i've alwyas told people i had four when asked. All still alive but now i have 3. Only 3 grandparent now. It might take some time for me to adapt to not having my grandma(dad's side) around. I hope i can through this and deal with the change. Slowly, painfully and surely insya-Allah. With God here to be with me on this journey, i'm sure everything will be alright. Insya-Allah..

Heheh..hoohoo!!

2008-08-17T08:19:00.000+08:00

This post is all dedicated to U! Yeah U sis. Sorry for not mentioning about you on my previous post. I'm sure you had fun with my friends yeah. They seem comfortable with you now. The next time i hang out with them maybe you can come along? Oh sorry didnt duet with you during the truth or dare. I dont know. Its just that i like the song the rose so when sherrill sang it, i was like oh that song and had to sing or something. Hahaha && yes, we all love to sing. That's what bond us together and the fact that we all looove to watch shows. Hahaha..

Fun.Today!

2008-08-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

Today was awesome. It went so well. Although money was wasted on the cds/dvds rented. Nonetheless, we still ended up having fun. Ruth, Sherrill and Yongyi came around 9+ like that and we went to watch "Haunting Hours" on dvd. It was alright. Not scare the shit out of you scary but if you enjoy watching goosebumps and are you afraid of the dark, you'll enjoy this. While watching, we ate all the chips that were bought.

After watching "Haunting Hours", we proceeded on to watching "Across the Universe". We thought it would be nice. It was recommended by Oprah. Oprah! But it turned out to be kinda dragy and i don't get the show. Maybe some of the songs are nice. Something good from the show. I could see that loads of money, effort and time went into the show but its just not my cup of tea.

So we stopped watching halfway and ate lunch. Sherrill loved the 'Chicken Chilli Padi" cooked. She put soo much gravy until she looked like she was eating soup. Hahah..Glad she loved it. The rest did too and i'm glad.

We then played 'taiti' while waiting for the hotdog to cook. It was fun. I won some. Loose some. My 'taiti' playing is not very good but i enjoyed it all the same.

We atched Lizzie McGuire the movie coz Ruth, Sherrill and Yongyi hasn't watched it. As we watched, we ate the rest of the food that we bought. Cereal, popcorn chicken and seaweed chicken. Yum. Yummy! Hahha.

We decided to go in my room after the show. We played truht or dare. Yeah! We got to hear everyone sing and we all even sang tonghua togeher coz ruth didn't know the words to it and i was supposed to sing with her but ended us all singing to it. All the more fun anyway. We watched Bloody Mary movie which has no linked to Bloody Mary the legend but it was alright laa.

I really enjoyed myself and i hope they enjoyed their time at my house too. Hope we can do it again another time. It'll be another day of fun!

It's a work of art

2008-08-13T13:48:00.000+08:00

We were supposed to be studying math last Friday but ended up not. Me and yongyi got creative and gave sherill's feet some leg tattoo. Don't worry. They're just done with markers and are wasable. But i tell you, it's a work of art! Seriousely. Haha..

Anyone need their legs done, call our creative department at 9100-534-278(9100-leg-art)..*number, not in use*..

Pictures below..

Wednesday here i come! Haa..

2008-08-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

Yay. My mum allowed my friends to come over on Wednesday and i'm so excited. I must get ready. Prepare everything for a perfect event on Wednesday. I want us to have so much fun. Maybe the most fun of our lives. I want after Wednesday, we will still be talking about it and probably still be laughing about it. About the funny stuffs we did or something. Maybe i just shouldn't worry about it and just let things run as it should. Things will be ok i guess..

me..thinking..stuffs

2008-08-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

Projects are all over. Especially the superly freaking c# project which i have no idea how i'll do on and totally worried over. But i guess i'm also releaved that it's done. Still, i have a major math exam coming up and that is another thing i have to worry about but havent really gone much into studying for it.

1st semester is almost finishing and i'm seriously worried over my grades. I'm afraid that there'll be some subjects i'll fail and i have to retake a certain module. I don't want to. You retake some modules. Your time-table will change. You will have to start all over in a new environment where you have no friends. Everyone is comfortable with everybody and you are left alone to deal with everything. You'll spent less time with the friends you've made and eventually, probably loose them as friends..

I don't want it to happen to me and i hope not. I already made some great friends and we've gotten preetty close and i like it that way. I never thought i'll ever be able to make close friends with anybody and feel so comfortable with them. I can be anybdy with them and never feel akward about it. They make me laugh and clear away grey skies and making them bright and sunny(huh!..what am i trying to do? literature? i should just stop. haha..).

Well, newaez, this Wedneasday, if my mum allows, my close friends will be coming over to my house to enjoy! we're going to bake stuffs and watch VcDs/DvDs. Everybody's gonna bring food that they like and i'm gonna ask my maid to cook more so they can eat at my house and enjoy a home cook meal. We're going to have lots of fun and enjoy ourselves. Well, i really do hope so.

Its been so crazy with the projects and all that and that now its over, i hope we can spend more time together. Just us. Enjoying each other's company. I want this friendship to last as long as it possibly can. Our comm skils teacher said that if we have like a small bunch of friends that we are comfortable with, we should get out of our comfort zone and make more friends. But i don't think so. I'm fine with where i am and the friends i have. To be able to acheive that is great for me and i like it the way it is and don't ever want it to change. I certainly hope it doesn't. Friends Forever is what i hope we can be. I can only pray..pray for me and for them..for our friendship...

People i'm dying to meet..

2008-08-03T02:59:00.000+08:00

I should start creating a list of people i'm like so dying to meet and here are they. The top of the list would be of course...if you guys don't know, haizz, that's terrible. Haha. Kidding. I'll tell you..

1) Jesse McCartney!!!..AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!
2) Westlife
3) Hilary Duff
4) Hsm cast
5) Anybody else that's famous..haha

Omg..i really really wish i cold meet Jesse. if i see him, i would be like so speechless in his presence and most probably make a big fool out of myself. i hope not though. why doesn't he have a concert in singapore? i would defenitely go or at least beg my mum for $ to see him. i'm broke now. haha..jesse, jesse, where are you? Hahas..

me and stress..

2008-07-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

These past few days and weeks been busy with assignments and projects to do anything. To blog, go out with friends and enjoy myself. Its all stress, stress stress man.

Newaez, today manage to find some time to relax and do something other than things related to school. Bbq!!! Oooh so nice. Enjoyed myself loads and eat so many nice food. Hotdogs, crabmeat, mee hoon, chicken wings and MORE hotdogs. Ate marshmallows too. Hot, burned marsmallows. Delicious! I went home feeling so full and satisfied.

But now, its back to assignments and projects. Here's me awaiting more stressful days to come..sianz.

hols to m'sia..

2008-06-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

Went to M'sia with my family on thurs. I enjoyed myself loads. We stayed at Alson Klana hotel. Nothing too fancy but its familiar. Me and my family have been vacationing at Alson Klana hotel since me and my siblings were young. Its where we will stay when we visit our grandparents.

Oh, they showed the euro 2008 on a big screen at the lounge. Me and my siblings all went to watch. At 2++ in the morning. Laughed at the funnies. When they fall and make funny expressions but i guess soccer is just not my thing or more that sports is not my thing. After a while, i go sleepy and didnt really concentrate on the soccer. So, me and my sis we went off to our room and slept instead. Haha.

Ate at A&W twice. Yeah! I am now so satisfied. Everything is so nice, Had a burger, waffles with ice-cream and a rootbeer float. Oh, curly fries too. So delicious.

I like enjoyed my hols too much until my homework and assignments were left undone. Now i'm too lazy to do. Tomorrow would be the last day for me to complete them all but i don't think i'll be able to do so on time. Haixx. I so suck at time management. Hmmm..

ice-skating & bon voyage

2008-06-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

Went ice-skating today and it was so fun. I fell lots of time but i still enjoyed myself alot. The worst fall of all was when i skated very fast. I didnt even feel that i was gonna fall and i just fell. My poor butt and hand. I can still feel the pain in my hand now. Well, ate dinner then went home.

Yeah tomorrow i'm going M'sia. I hope we will eat at A&W. I am soo craving. Aaaaah!!!!!!!

i am so jealous!!!

2008-06-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

Its thursday. A few days into my term break and i've been doing preetty much nothing. Haa. My sis came back from Japan today and i am green with envy. Totally! She met with some Japanese students(girls) and wish i could have met some japanese students. Aaaahhh!!! Hahaa. Newaez, she bought me some stuffs from Japan and i so loooove.

Well, i am so having an A&W craving but so sad that there's no longer A&W in Singapore. Damn! The hotdog bun, ice-cream on waffles and the rootbeer float. Oooh i so miss them. Mum and Dad, can we go Malaysia just to eat A&W? Preetty please with a cherry ontop? I want A&W now! Haha.

Here's a secret. I miss that someone. Haha. I don't know if i really like him or its just a crush. Aaaarrrggghhhh!!! I am going crazy.

Whatever laa girl.

2 wks term break

2008-06-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

Its the start of my term break for 2 weeks. Well it suppose to be but defenitely do not feel like it laa. I have loads of assignments and need to meet up with some of my classmates for project. Sianxx.. Whatever. Still on days where i don't have things to do, i'm gonna sepent my hols wisely and doing things that makes me happy and relaxes me. Yeah!! I wanna go out with Yiling, Fatin, Jinhua, Baoying. Must go out with da jie, jie jie n di di too!! I must have loads and loads of fun during my 2 weeks term break before school starts again.

FUN here i come!!!((:

Insolent people..whatever!

2008-06-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

My day just had to be ruin by some insolent people. Hate it man! What have i done to offend you? I shouldnt let people like you bother my life. I'm gonna lead my life how i want to. The way that makes me happy. I don't have to try and please people like them. Waste of effort and time when that time could be spent doing something that benefits me! Go get a life man. Hate yooooouuuu!!!!! Gosh!~

Anywho..today was fun. I mean fun seeing Andros(hope i spelled it correct)and Mubin playing CS. Then seeing Ruth and Sherrill playing CS also. Ruth's CS playing was sooo comical. Lols. Played puzzle bubble with Yongyi. Soo fun. Releaving back my childhood days when my playstation was still working. Haha..

Today was fun except for you know what but who cares && yeah!!! I can go ice-skating!!((:

I want to learn a diff way to speak eng!!((:

2008-06-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

I felt soo sick in sch just now bt now i'm feeling loads better. Could be due to the coldness. My jacket didnt even help at all laa. Tomorrow i'm gonna bring an eskimo suit. Haha.

On my way home in the mrt, saw a caucasian(i hope i spelled it right if not, oops!)boy and the way he spoke was so omg man. That made me want to learn a new way of speaking english and be convincing. I don't want to start speaking english in a different way and then have lots of people saying that i'm either faking it or trying to act slang. Haa..

I want to learn a different way to speak english!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to thank Jie Jie for treating me today. $3.50 summore. I seriously don't think i deserve the treat but really really thanks anyway. Di di, thanks too for that chocolate thingy that time. It was so so delicious!!(:

uurrgghh!!!!!!!

2008-05-31T00:40:00.001+08:00

Found out something which makes me go uurrgghh! Well, what can i do except just be my 'normal, weird, singing-loving, violent-pushing person of the stage' self. Haa. Just laugh it off and maybe try to be funny. If it works. All i hate is the repeat of secondary school days. I really really thought it was all over but here it is again. Haizz..

Today had computing math and didnt know what was happening in class, Terrible. Anyways, sang for da jie to keep her updated on things that's been happening in our 'family'. She missed me, jie jie and di di sang yesterday so sang for her again today. How nice of me. Haha..

Now i have to tell da jie and jie jie what has happened today that made me go so uurrgghh! Maybe they can give me some piece of mind. Hope so.

Well, gonna go sleep now. Its getting late. Nyts. Ttfn!!(: