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Written @ 9:42 PM
Today i feel so damn crappy cause of someone & apparently it seems like it's my fault. Okay then, to that person i'm sorry. For being in this super crappy mood, i've decided to watch sad movies and cry my frustrated heart out. As if it helps. Not entirely but i'll feel slightly better? Well, the only thing is for that person to start talking to me..but will he? hmmm..uurrgghh!!..

Great friends..ruth, sherril and yongyi =)
Written @ 12:21 AM
I got scolded for coming home late(again) today. Frustrating! I wished i had no curfew. That would be great. I can go home as late as i want to. Well not always but when i want to go home late, i can. I wish i'm rich too so on days when i would be going home late, i can take a taxi home and not worry about having no transport home.

Actually i do not want to come home so late either. I don't like my mum scolding at me. It's just that i can't help it. Even when i plan to go home at a certain time(a time not too late), if there's things i can still find to do, my butt will not budge from my seat and i will only go home when i start panicking that it's too late. I don't know why but but when i'm with my friends(ruth, sherrill and yongyi), i'll feel like i can stay with them all night just chatting away & being crazy with them. I don't really feel like going home at all. I guess it's probably because i've never had closed friends where i can share so much laughters and fun with, sadness. Anything really. So, i just wanna keep them close to me. Finding an excuse to do something, start telling stories. Start loading videos. So as to prolong the going home. Afraid that the next day, i would not be able to see them. Hear their laughters again. Have the time of my life with them being crappy and silly. Although i know they will still be there being the great friends they have always been to me despite everything. Though i just can't help feeling this way. Haa..

Well, i really enjoy their friendship so i don't want to ruin it. I want to enjoy every minute with them for as long as this friendship will last. As long as possible i hope =)

2009!
Written @ 1:02 AM
Happy 2009! May it be a better year for all. Went to watch a movie after school. Since it's the eve of secondary school, we decided to have fun and enjoy for abit. Watched Ip Man. It was a great movie. It's in chinese. Don't understand what they're saying but at least there's subtitles. Lots of fighting. Martial arts fighting. All in all, really great. Had lots of laughs too with Joanne. Talked alot of crappy stuffs.

I soo wanted to spend the night of the eve of New Year with Ruth, Sherrill and Yongyi. Haixx..but too bad for me. Was going to ask my mum beforehand if i could but i didn't. I was so sure she'll say no. Give lots of explanation and reasoning. I mean, i've never come home before twelve before. Spending the whole night out? I don't think so. It's just beyond something she'll ever let me do. I couldn't even be bothered asking. So, i got home before 12 knowing i had dampened ruth, yongyi and especially sherrill's countdown for new year's mood. Terrible! They kept asking me to ask my mum but i didn't cause i know my mum wouldn't be happy. Having let me come home late and yet i asked for more stuffs. Spending the night out and what not.

Well anyway when i got home, i decided to tell my mum about our plan of me and my friends wanting to spend the eve of new year together. Maybe at sherrill's house or elsewhere. I was thinking, i should at least know what my mum's respond would have been if i have asked her. Who knows she would have said yes i could. Then next year i know i could spent the night of new year's eve without having to be worried and nervous about asking my mum. Maybe i don't even need to ask. Just tell her knowing she'll say yes. But sadly, no such luck. She said it definitely can't happen. Definitely not. No such thing. I knew it! It was a good thing i didn't have asked. I would have gotten a no anyways. I would just have been wasting my breath. I was so frustrated though,that, that was her response. Uuurrggh..i could have lots of fun and laugh with my friends on the eve of new year instead of being here typing out griviences and frustration. How exciting!

So, instead..i just thought of asking her if at least in the near or distant future, i could go to my friend's house for a sleepover. Or have a sleepover at my house. So, at least, i could still have some fun in my life with friends. Do things a normal teenagers do. Which i don't do much of actually. But her answer seams unsure but i felt she would have wanted to say no and not let me but she stopped herself and said that if I wanted a sleepover or to sleepover, i had to ask my dad. Aaah. Anyhow! What's wrong with sleeping over at my friend's house. My friend's parents would be there i'm sure to keep check on things. I mean where else would the parents be anyway if not at home? Out till late partying? Don't think so right && having a sleepover at my house should be alright too right? What wrong with friends spending time together and enjoying each other's company.

So countdown at my bathroom while showering. How fantastic. SOoo enjoying! Lol. I really really really wished i had spent the night of new year's eve with ruth, sherrill & yongyi. Haizz..