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happy b'dae mum..
Written @ 3:08 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! =)

Sad..
Written @ 11:31 PM
Today, a tragic thing happened. A Death happened. My grandma passed away. My grandma on my Dad's side. My Dad's mum. My grandma has been sick for days, months and probably years. She has been sick for so long that i have gotten used to her being in the hospital. We visit her frequently but i never knew what to do to ease her pain. What to do to make it better. I have always thought of sitting beside her bedside telling her stories and tales. Getting her involved in an activity. Playing puzzle? Cross stitching? Something to occupy her time and forget about her pain and sorrow. However i didnt. I wasnt as close to her as i was with my grandma on my mum's side. My mum's mum. So, i didnt bring the courage to do it. I wish i had now but its all too late.

I didnt think i would shed any tears seeing how i wasnt close to my grandma and rarely show any affection towards her but i did. Feeling the sad atmosphere, looking at the sadness in people's eyes and seeing 'wan cu' greiving over her late sis. It all struck me in the chords and tears just kept coming down. Though my dad was seen as calm thru it all but i'm sure that deep inside he must be aching. I sympathise for my dad. He is her son. The loss of a mum is a real tragic thing. I doubt i would be able to handle also but i guess he is prob tying to put on a brave front for us all.

The death of my grandma might take time to get used to. I have been having four grandparents till now. Some of those i know have had their grandma or grandpa passed away and i've alwyas told people i had four when asked. All still alive but now i have 3. Only 3 grandparent now. It might take some time for me to adapt to not having my grandma(dad's side) around. I hope i can through this and deal with the change. Slowly, painfully and surely insya-Allah. With God here to be with me on this journey, i'm sure everything will be alright. Insya-Allah..

Heheh..hoohoo!!
Written @ 8:19 AM
This post is all dedicated to U! Yeah U sis. Sorry for not mentioning about you on my previous post. I'm sure you had fun with my friends yeah. They seem comfortable with you now. The next time i hang out with them maybe you can come along? Oh sorry didnt duet with you during the truth or dare. I dont know. Its just that i like the song the rose so when sherrill sang it, i was like oh that song and had to sing or something. Hahaha && yes, we all love to sing. That's what bond us together and the fact that we all looove to watch shows. Hahaha..

Fun.Today!
Written @ 2:27 PM
Today was awesome. It went so well. Although money was wasted on the cds/dvds rented. Nonetheless, we still ended up having fun. Ruth, Sherrill and Yongyi came around 9+ like that and we went to watch "Haunting Hours" on dvd. It was alright. Not scare the shit out of you scary but if you enjoy watching goosebumps and are you afraid of the dark, you'll enjoy this. While watching, we ate all the chips that were bought.

After watching "Haunting Hours", we proceeded on to watching "Across the Universe". We thought it would be nice. It was recommended by Oprah. Oprah! But it turned out to be kinda dragy and i don't get the show. Maybe some of the songs are nice. Something good from the show. I could see that loads of money, effort and time went into the show but its just not my cup of tea.

So we stopped watching halfway and ate lunch. Sherrill loved the 'Chicken Chilli Padi" cooked. She put soo much gravy until she looked like she was eating soup. Hahah..Glad she loved it. The rest did too and i'm glad.

We then played 'taiti' while waiting for the hotdog to cook. It was fun. I won some. Loose some. My 'taiti' playing is not very good but i enjoyed it all the same.

We atched Lizzie McGuire the movie coz Ruth, Sherrill and Yongyi hasn't watched it. As we watched, we ate the rest of the food that we bought. Cereal, popcorn chicken and seaweed chicken. Yum. Yummy! Hahha.

We decided to go in my room after the show. We played truht or dare. Yeah! We got to hear everyone sing and we all even sang tonghua togeher coz ruth didn't know the words to it and i was supposed to sing with her but ended us all singing to it. All the more fun anyway. We watched Bloody Mary movie which has no linked to Bloody Mary the legend but it was alright laa.

I really enjoyed myself and i hope they enjoyed their time at my house too. Hope we can do it again another time. It'll be another day of fun!

It's a work of art
Written @ 1:48 PM
We were supposed to be studying math last Friday but ended up not. Me and yongyi got creative and gave sherill's feet some leg tattoo. Don't worry. They're just done with markers and are wasable. But i tell you, it's a work of art! Seriousely. Haha..

Anyone need their legs done, call our creative department at 9100-534-278(9100-leg-art)..*number, not in use*..

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Wednesday here i come! Haa..
Written @ 12:50 AM
Yay. My mum allowed my friends to come over on Wednesday and i'm so excited. I must get ready. Prepare everything for a perfect event on Wednesday. I want us to have so much fun. Maybe the most fun of our lives. I want after Wednesday, we will still be talking about it and probably still be laughing about it. About the funny stuffs we did or something. Maybe i just shouldn't worry about it and just let things run as it should. Things will be ok i guess..

me..thinking..stuffs
Written @ 12:12 AM
Projects are all over. Especially the superly freaking c# project which i have no idea how i'll do on and totally worried over. But i guess i'm also releaved that it's done. Still, i have a major math exam coming up and that is another thing i have to worry about but havent really gone much into studying for it.

1st semester is almost finishing and i'm seriously worried over my grades. I'm afraid that there'll be some subjects i'll fail and i have to retake a certain module. I don't want to. You retake some modules. Your time-table will change. You will have to start all over in a new environment where you have no friends. Everyone is comfortable with everybody and you are left alone to deal with everything. You'll spent less time with the friends you've made and eventually, probably loose them as friends..

I don't want it to happen to me and i hope not. I already made some great friends and we've gotten preetty close and i like it that way. I never thought i'll ever be able to make close friends with anybody and feel so comfortable with them. I can be anybdy with them and never feel akward about it. They make me laugh and clear away grey skies and making them bright and sunny(huh!..what am i trying to do? literature? i should just stop. haha..).

Well, newaez, this Wedneasday, if my mum allows, my close friends will be coming over to my house to enjoy! we're going to bake stuffs and watch VcDs/DvDs. Everybody's gonna bring food that they like and i'm gonna ask my maid to cook more so they can eat at my house and enjoy a home cook meal. We're going to have lots of fun and enjoy ourselves. Well, i really do hope so.

Its been so crazy with the projects and all that and that now its over, i hope we can spend more time together. Just us. Enjoying each other's company. I want this friendship to last as long as it possibly can. Our comm skils teacher said that if we have like a small bunch of friends that we are comfortable with, we should get out of our comfort zone and make more friends. But i don't think so. I'm fine with where i am and the friends i have. To be able to acheive that is great for me and i like it the way it is and don't ever want it to change. I certainly hope it doesn't. Friends Forever is what i hope we can be. I can only pray..pray for me and for them..for our friendship...

People i'm dying to meet..
Written @ 2:59 AM
I should start creating a list of people i'm like so dying to meet and here are they. The top of the list would be of course...if you guys don't know, haizz, that's terrible. Haha. Kidding. I'll tell you..

1) Jesse McCartney!!!..AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!
2) Westlife
3) Hilary Duff
4) Hsm cast
5) Anybody else that's famous..haha

Omg..i really really wish i cold meet Jesse. if i see him, i would be like so speechless in his presence and most probably make a big fool out of myself. i hope not though. why doesn't he have a concert in singapore? i would defenitely go or at least beg my mum for $ to see him. i'm broke now. haha..jesse, jesse, where are you? Hahas..